All mine, forever.

-OFFICE

I fucking hate it here. It's been three weeks and the farthest i've gone is the damn kitchen and the front door. This house is huge yet I feel like i've barely made it ten feet through it. It's now after dark and the shallow wind blows through the curtains, making my body shiver. I can hear the sound of rain hitting the window, but it doesn't take away from the smell of sea water that fills my nose.

I get out of the bed that I've been hibernating in and head for the window that faces the ocean. The way the waves smash against the big boulders strewn about is quite breathtaking. I would beg my parents to take me to the beach every summer before all of this garbage happened because I loved the beach. Right now. Every day, I see it, but not in the manner or location I would desire.

My nude body felt shivers from the chilly air. I stood up, went to the closet, and put on sweatpants, socks, and a fitting long sleeve shirt. Soon after, I found myself going down the stairs and out of the room. The house appears deserted, yet ever since moving here, I've developed an unanticipated expectation. A lengthy, dim hallway with numerous doors arranged along both walls appears in front of me. Knowing myself, I'm too terrified to even consider going down that path, so I turn around and return back to the room.

I was about to turn around when I suddenly backed into a stern, well-known person who was standing not far behind me. Before I could turn back, one of those doors was being pulled behind me and a hand was being placed across my mouth. My shouts were muffled by the hand, but I was desperate to free myself and run away from the person holding me. I gave them a sharp elbow to the stomach and tried to go, only to be turned back in an instant. It's Al, of course, staring down at me with carnal thoughts in her eyes. I crumbled within as I stood in front of her, the scent of cannabis and vanilla wafting from her navy blue sweatshirt.

"Did you really have to elbow me.... it didn't hurt it was cute but highly unnecessary."

Her accent always finds a way to get me lost in her words. I could still hear her but i was thinking of doing things other than talking.

"Why the hell did you pull me like that then."

"To do this..."

Before I got the chance to question what was happening Al pulled me in for a kiss. It wasn't just any kiss, it wasn't even a kiss that Sage would give me. It was passionate, daring, comforting and so fucking good. Her lips are so soft and taste like candy. Her hands wrapped themselves around my thigh pulling it up against her hip. I wanted to do more. God I wanted my legs wrapped around this girl's face. Every time she got the sense that I wanted to pull back she pushed more and I wasn't mad at it in the slightest.

I was receiving the passion, softness and warmth that I've been craving since I've been in this hell hole. She finally pulls away, wiping the side of my lip with her thumb and holding my face with her other hand. "You're so beautiful".

That statement brought me back to the present; even though I didn't know this girl, she managed to erase all of my prior knowledge. I hear footsteps approaching the room door from a distance and take a step back to survey my surroundings. Naturally, we find ourselves in Al's room. Based on her style and space, it seems that she enjoys being the odd man out of the family. The bedroom was a world apart from the rest of the massive mansion. There were numerous plants and posters adorning the walls. To the left of the room was a sizable walk-in closet with a wall lined with a variety of clothes, most of which were dark hues. The air had a fresh scent to it. The energy in this room gave off such an Euphoric feeling.

Observing the arrangement and embellishments of this exquisite area puts me in a state of semi-trance.

"What're you thinking about ?"

"Your room reminds me of my room back home", I state.

In all honesty, I don't miss home, but I also don't want to be here.  I miss my bestfriend, Fei more. My mother often took her anger at me, and my parents were in a constant state of argument. The only individual in my life who manages to keep me sane is Fei. Do they miss me as much as I miss them? If my parents give me any thought at all, I wonder. Most likely not.