The Road to Nowhere

Does It

Does it even matter?
Why do I try?
Damn,
All I do anymore is cry.

I'm alive,
But not living
I can't stand this,
I'm giving all my giving.

Is it enough?
Or don't you care?
I mean,
This all makes me want to rip out my hair.

But,
I'll put on a show.
I'll smile,
And no one will know.