She always thought the world was broken, because only broken things can hurt you so much, can dig a hole so deep in your being that it was impossible to fill it up, cracks in a soul that she could never recognise herself in the mirror or ever become whole again.
Everytime the world hurled a piece towards her, breaking her a little bit more, she stood up again, taking that piece and forging her armour and from the broken little Karishma came the fiery Karishma Singh.
When Haseena died, Karishma's world shattered, no not broken, broken meant to just hurt, to make her bleed but to let her get up again and be ready for another blow, no, the moment Haseena disappeared down that ditch, Karishma felt like the universe has crumpled infront of her before exploding and shattering the little hope in her chest and for a moment, a mere measly second Karishma thought to follow Haseena because her World has shattered beyond repair and what use would be there to exist, what purpose and for whom.
Love is like that, a hope, a vengeance, a dying flame.
Perhaps it was vengeance that forced her feet back to station, her only reason to exist a little bit more.
Justice to Haseena Malik
There was no broken world now, just an oblivion, a prison where her every deed, every slow step that lead to destruction was shown to her in a repeated loop. Her failures and her continued failed attempts at her vengeance. What was she even thinking, she was no good, she couldn't save her Maddam sir, how could she ever hope to seek justice, did she even deserve it, did she even deserve to be associated with someone like Haseena Malik, worthy enough to even be in the same space her best friend once resided.
Was she even a worthy to be a friend to Haseena.
Haseena, who ever a kind soul, always welcomed Karishma back with open arms and warm smile even after Karishma only brought disaster and misery upon all of them. Karishma who was a magnet to problems that Haseena hadn't needed to deal with but she didn't anyway, for the sake of their friendship, for the sake of Karishma.
Karishma was never enough for anyone, she was broken just like the world once was but now she's just an empty shell, shattered remnants of the broken Karishma Singh she made herself into.
Her world was shattered and with it her will of existing has been on the edge on shattering too, it has been on the edge for a long time now.
What remains now is just vengeance..
Justice to Haseena Malik
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Author's Note
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I have no idea why this just came bumbling out of my mind, only that it just did.Enjoy
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