Toxic Love

Awhile

It's been abt a week sence I had $ex with Enzo we still talk we been getting really close lately I really like him! right now I'm going to go see gramps it's been around 3-4 days sence I last saw him when I arrive there I give gramps a huge hug "I missed you honey" "I missed you to after a second I hear a meow" "wait is that the cat you got" "yes it is" "what's it's names?" I ask gramps "Millie hers name" aww hi Millie I say while I pet the kitten omggg she's adorable"

gramps loves Millie I love Millie just wait till Jules sees her.  

while I'm hangin out with gramps I get this sudden urge that I have to throw up I run to the bathroom and started puking gramps come in "omg dear are u alright? "Mhm" I say while I can barely breath I get ready to go back home I need to brush my teeth and lie down.

I had juju come over and make me something to eat she layed down with me and made sure everything was gonna be alright the morning came and Jules was already up she must of set an alarm cuz she never wakes up so early I walk out and she's making me food I still don't feel so good but I was alright Enzo texted me
Enzo🤭💋
Hey mama you feelin okay

Ya I'm okay

Enzo🤭💋
Alright just wanted to check on you u need anything?

No I'm okay bby ty 

"Here" juju says handing me pregnancies tests " what the hell are these Jules" I asked confused "just take them" "Julia I'm not pregnant "okay so take the tests" Jules I'm not I try to tell her knowing I'm not pregnant.    " listen it's not my fault you had sex with a guy u just met" I start laughing knowing she's right
" hey.....okay fine ur right " I knowwww thattt we both laugh i go to take the test as I get done peeing on the stick I wait for it to tell me if I'm pregnant or not.  I'm not,

it says I'm pregnant so I take another one "pregnant another one "pregnant another one pregnant" "JULIAA GET UR ASS OVER HER NOW PLZZ" I scream getting a lil scared that all these tests are saying I'm pregnant when I'm not

Julia comes running up the stairs I let her into the bathroom and she looks at the 4 tests I have took and she gasps.  "mi amor your having a babbbyyy omg I'm gonna be a tía ahhh I can't wait " she stats to say. As she's all excited

ENZO comes straight to my mind. I'm now panicking not knowing what to do I'm 20 years old and he's only 22 idk what to do "call him" Julia says seeing the panicked look on my face.

"what "call him" if he doesn't want it then I'll beat him up" she says somewhat knowing she's not joking

"he deserves to know Jade" she says knowing she's right "fine I call him later.   It's now later ju has went home knowing that Enzo will be here soon so I can talk to him.

I pick up my phone and call Enzo to come over. After a few Enzo is here as he comes in he looks really worried "hi ml what's wrong" he starts to say " nothing I just need u to sit down" he starts to sit down on the couch and I go sit next to him we are facing each other as he waits for me to start speaking.  "ok so this news is very new to me and very scary and I know it's gonna be like that for u to" I start off not knowing how to even begin talking abt  something like this "okay what is it?" He says

"I don't know how else to say this so I'm just gonna tell u straight up. Im pregnant" I blurt out Enzo's face is in shock it's been a few seconds tho it feels like a lifetime and he finally reply's "Jade....im not sure how I feel abt this im not ready to be a dad" I sit there in shock taken back at what he had just said " well im pregnant Enzo with ur child" I reply "yes Jade I heard u the first time how do u even know it's mine?" He says and yet im still taken back that he's acting like this "well I know cuz ur the only guy I had sex with in a long ass time enz"

I say knowing the last time I have done it with a boy was abt 5 years ago and he wore protection so I know it wasn't him.   He starts to stand up which makes me stand up "listen jd I'm sorry I like u a lot and everything but a fucking child are you kidding me how the fuck  are u just gonna tell me something like this" he starts to yell "well I DIDENT exactly plan this either Enzo wtf is ur problem man" I say getting really angry at him I know the news I just told him wasn't the best but I definitely wasn't expecting this from him.  He starts to walk around my living room just yelling eventually he says "Jd I'm sorry but I can't" he says as he walks out my door.

I start to cry feeling so stupid I didn't plan this either I know I wanted a baby at one point but not right now I don't know what I'm gonna do the man of my child just walked out on me and I'm 20 years old and pregnant I just want to live my life but ofc not because Enzo Haydes just had to walk into my life right?

HEY BAES HOW DO YALL FEEL ABT THIS CHAPTER DO YALL AGREE WIT ENZO OR
JADE?

I LOWKEY LIKED IT BUT THATS NOT IT KEEP READING TO FIND OUT I GOT SOME VERY EXITING SCENES COMING TO U🩷