𝒥ℯ𝒶𝓁ℴ𝓊𝓈𝓎

⛈️𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 10⛈️

                     𝓘 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵 𝓾𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓼

ᴍᴜᴢᴀɴ ᴘᴏᴠ

I remember sitting in my room In disbelief..

ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴍᴜᴢᴀɴ ᴘᴏᴠ

"...I can't believe yuko.. she told me I would grow up and have a happy life.. but I guess that's never happening." I whispered, laying on my futon I starred at the dark black ceiling, leisurely tears fell down my cheeks.. "I don't want to die.." I cried. Suddenly immense amount of pain struck my heart.. blood burst out of my mouth spilling down onto the white sheets... "W-what happene-... AHHH." I screamed, My whole body seems to be reacting to something.. "HELP! SOMEONE HELP ME!!" I screeched, I heard a swarm of maids running towards my room.. the door slammed open and Yuko starred at me with shock... her face was filled with concern.. "M-Muzan! What happened!!!" She said, she knelt down next to me holding my hand while the other maids scattered around cleaning the bloody mess I made or calling a doctor. "My stomach hurts" I whispered. "Everything is going to be fine, we're just getting the doctor to check on you, to see if your okay.." Yuko reassured. I nodded softly, I turned my head and saw the doctor coming into the room.. then everyone left. "Yuko please stay.. don't leave me.." i pleaded, "Muzan I-I can't, I'm sorry" She said.. "I promise next time I won't leave you" she says, when all the maids left the doctor started to injecting something in me. "May I ask..What are you doing?.." I questioned.

"Just a small test.." he said quietly. I looked up at the ceiling listening to the silence...

after the doctor left I heard whispering at the outside the door.. the doctor said "the boys disease is still growing fast..I'm not sure if I'm able to cure him but.." after that I couldn't hear anything.. it was to muffled, I couldn't believe it I was told I was just a little bit sick my whole life and now I realize I have a disease?... I asked everyone if I had something in me that was spreading but my whole life they said I was just a little sick.. I only believed it because hoku told me a was a little bit sick.. but now? Now I have a disease growing fast inside of me! "I can't believe it.." I cried.. "I just wanted to have a normal life and have fun.. why why me?.."

I rolled around the futon gripping my hair, until I had to stop because I was too tired, "I can't even roll around without getting too tired! I can't clench my hands hard enough because I'm too weak! I CANT EVEN WALK BY MYSELF! I can't do anything!! What good am I if I can't do the most simplest thing a baby can do?" I whispered. I laid in silence "what actually good am I?" "Im just a useless little sick boy.."

Following days I just sit in silence in my room while the doctor preforms tests on me. he's been coming for 4 months now. I've gotten used to it by now, watching him leave over and over again not having any progress,after meeting the doctor every day I've Learned his name, it's Asahi.. which is a pretty cool name,but I just call him doctor Sasaki. I slowly crawl towards the door. I listen carefully to some maids gossip about me. "I kind of feel bad for Muzan he's 9 and he has to deal with this.. i feel awful." One maid said. "And i heard his parents abandoned him or just absent from his life since he can't do what a regular boy can do" a second maid said. "I heard he wouldn't live past 19!" I suddenly sat down in silence after hear that.. my heart started pounding fast! My head was burning hot..

"I won't live past 19?"