Is this Love?

'Romance and No Romance'

Ethan Pov:

I lay down on My Almost Empty Bed Staring at the White concrete ceiling thinking Abt how better my Life would be at That school maybe I could even find Love and Friends at my current Private school full of Rich kids that's kinda hard As A 'Faggot Emo' that's makes me laugh Thinking Abt that one Tiktok Sound that says like 'Eww emo Fag' hahhahahh.
Well Who could I be in a room with Maybe an Hot Golden Retriever? Maybe an cute Femboy, Or an Gay nerd twink Cute all 3 haha. I get my Phone From my now Empty Bedside Table And putting on music trough my Airpods.

Noah Pov:

'Well maybe Boys do cry?'
Maybe it's just an Lie
All an Lie like how everybody lied to me in my Life.
The number of People that lied to me isn't even Funny haha'Well Im Laughing so it's funny? Oh well I still have to pack.

I pack my Stuff up And notice I don't have that much Stuff just Clothes and Care stuff like Skincare and stuff.

Then Im finished and look back at my Phone

Chat with 💜Fuji👌. 11:30 30%

N:Meet me 12am Skaterpark

F:Sure I'll be there

Wait what He responded and he Says yes?? I thought he didn't like me anymore Fuck oh well.
I throw over an White Anime Fan longsleevdd T-shirt and and Pair of camouflage Baggy Pants Hmm I look like an basic White Girl I think to myself oh well.I grab my Skate board and go outta door my Mum sleeping again she probably took some Drugs again oh well.I arrive at the Skatepark seeing Fuji Standing over at the bench I skate over to him And Akwardly say 'Hi' 'Hey idiot he says'And looks at me Blushing kinda by his Voice.'Mhh Baby Boy what's up?' He says Softly touching my Chin and then Turning my Head in his direction And slowly Kissing me on my lips 'I- just I'm going to Boarding School Tomorrow' I say him Still passionately Kissing me 'Fuck did your mom keep her promise for once ?' He asks me 'Yeah'I answer 'why why is he kissing he me and why can't I say no?Why do I kinda enjoy it Fuck fuck?'I think to myself 'Should we go to mine?'He asks me in a soft but dominant Voice 'Yeah ofc'I snap out of my Thoughts and enjoying his Lips We get on our Skateboards holding Hands

Fuji Pov:

'Hmm what's up Baby Boy?' I look at his slightly upset Face
I softly touch his Chin slowly turning his head int the direction of mine him not being able to process of what's happening and no idk what I thought when doing this
I slowly Lead my Lips to His and start kissing him
'I- just I'm going to Boarding School Tomorrow'
He says in his Deep But Cute Voice I now Use my tongue Slowly gliding my tongue On his lips Feeling and tasting his lips more clearly feeling his labello hmm Cherry like my last name haha 'Fuck did your mom keep her promise for once?' I ask him now going over his Top lip 'Yeah'He answers Me noticing the sad tone 'Should we go to mine?' I ask him 'Yea ofc'He says back in his Deep bottom voice.We grab our Skateboards and I grab His hand and he grabs mine

Back to Noah's Pov:

He takes me back to His House trough our small Town his Family has an Small Apartment in an Big Housing Complex by an Big Japanese Company called 'Crowd Building and Industries Inc' And by a small apartment I mean A cube Sliced in half but the cube is kinda gigantic ngl 'There we are'he says I stare at the big Glass building all around it's like an Cyberpunk movie We go into the House and I greet his Family They were always supporting of me not like my Mom and then we go up to his room 'You wanna watch a movie?'He asks already getting the remote knowing I will say yes 'Yes mr.all knower haha'I answer He puts on A movie and lays down on the bed beside me. 'Should we talk about what happened back in the park?' he asks me
'Well I enjoyed it idk Abt you'I answer in a curious voice 'Well do you want to repeat it?'He asks
'Well,well if you want to!'. I answer in an Confident voice even tho I'm not confident at all 'Yeah I want to' He says and starts kissing me and lays himself on me and starts passionately Kissing me
'Hmm you seem to rlly Like it'I say Feeling His boner Rub against My Waist 'Oh well Yeah Ofc I like it Baby' He says In an Cute Submissive Voice
And starts Taking my T-Shirt off and I forget Abt My scars 'Fuck Baby You hurt yourself?' He says at My almost Fresh scars on my Right arm 'Well...Yeah ig'i studder almost freezing 'Hey it's Okay It's normal baby It's ok It's gonna be okay' He says in a reasuring voice and starts gliding his tounge against his Bottom lip 'Okay'He says and starts also gliding his lip along my Top lip
We continue to Make out for an Hour.'Hey Baby This is rlly good but It's almost 7pm and my mom Is already gonna flip in Abt 12min so I should Go'He says 'Yea ofc Baby is this gonna be the last time Seeing eachother?'.he asks him in a sad voice 'For now yes but I swear I'm gonna come Visiting you At the weekend'I answers Kissing him And Grabbing my T-shirt and Throwing it over 'Promise?'he says  in An sad Face 'Yea Promise and now Bye' I answer in an sad way

Ethan Pov:

I read Mlm Love storys on my Phone Until I fall asleep Daydreaming Abt How boarding school could be.

Noah Pov Again:

I skate back to My House thinking Abt how soft his Lips were and how cute His voice and whimpering is.After what appears to be a decade but actually only 7 minutes I arrive back at my house and sneak up to my Room my mom still deep sleeping.I Lay my stuff on my bedside Table and Listen to Music until I fell Asleep.

Writers note:

Heyy if the Kiss scene is unrealistic I apologize I'm not good at stuff like that I mean on rl yes but I can't write it down like it's weird.Anyways I would have done the Boarding school part here but then I noticed the Makeout sessions has been way too long so we stop at them Falling asleep for now.
If there are any inconstancies I apologize I usually write around 12pm-3am (00:18 rn)
So just imagine it being right lol Also Im not good At writing Bottoms(Noah is supposed to be an Bottom btw even with his deep voice)so also that and Sometimes I just write Him instead of I when the character says Smth cause I think Abt this being me and my boyfriend way too much (I'm a top btw) haha oh well hope you enjoyed this chapter!