(Minsung) My Life Saver

9 ( Coffee )

Minho's POV

I was outside Jisung's hospital room listing on the conversation he was having with Felix, tears falling endlessly I couldn't believe it, I've hurt him so much guilt started running through my body he's suffering a lot. Ever since Felix told us about what jisung has been dealing with at home, I've felt so guilty how come his only family left in the whole wide world mistreats him and his brother they don't deserve any of it.

Am just a coward I really am I've always been trying to deny my feelings towards Jisung thinking I could never like someone like him, trying to tell my self it's just a phrase an I would get over my feelings towards him but as I saw him in the halls and in class I knew my feelings were true and I didn't want to look like a whipped person for someone even though I was. To be honest am really stupid to think he wasn't worth it seeing him cry on Felix should and the reason why his pretty eyes where wet was because of me, am really stupid.

I know I have to make things better between me and him even though we had already talked before, I really didn't get the chance to actually tell him how I felt towards him.

I was in my own word, deep in my thoughts that I didn't notice Hyunjin's presence he waved his hand in front of my face snapping me out of my thoughts I looked at him confused.

"Gosh hyung you got me scared there I thought some aliens took over you and possessed your body I've been calling your name for about 5 times already." he said laughing

I just rolled my eyes, "what are doing here I thought you left."

"I just got back I took jiyeong to my house Felix said he needed to rest, once he woke up I called Felix, he told me to drop him off at school, so I did as I was told."

I just sighted and gave him a nod lowering my head and putting my hands around it "What were you thinking about that you didn't even noticed my presence." I looked at the hospital room hope he would get the clue and surprisingly he did.

"Min, you should just tell him how you feel I know he'll accept your apology Felix has told me how he felt towards you." Hyunjin said looking at me

"I know, it's just am scared what if I fuck up again and instead of showing him my true feelings I say other things I shouldn't, you know am not grate at expressing my self to others and how I also get very nervous." I said looking through the window which led to Jisung's room

"I know but Min you wont know if you don't give it a go, stop thinking so much negative things or the 'what if's', just go for it he loves you that's the only thing I know." he said

"I guess you're right, I'll just have to go for it."

I saw the doctor coming towards us, I stood up as he said

"Good afternoon Mr.Lee am here to tell you that Mr.Han is going to be able to leave the hospital today around 2:30 pm, he's going to have a medicine prescription sent to your local pharmacy, he's also going to have to come to the hospital again a week from now." He said

"Thank you so much for your help sir."

"Your welcome just doing my job." he bowed as I did the same thing

"What are you going to do now hyun."

"Probably gonna ask Felix if he wants food and probably get some coffee, hospital food is not so yummy." he said making a disgusted face

"Oh yes please go get food am starving." I said

"I don't know weather your trying to get me to leave or you seriously mean it," he said giving me a glare