x You x

I think about you still and it's getting pathetic,

It's like my mind understands but my heart doesn't get it.

I can't get you out of my head no matter how hard I try,

But I know for sure you can't be the right guy.

My stomach gets butterflies when I see you around,

Just your presence of being makes my heart pound.

You drive me crazy without saying a word,

And I bet my name in your thoughts don't even occur.

I hate all you do but love all you are,

Like making a wish on the wrong shooting star.

I probably mean nothing to you and that's okay,

Cus I never treated you right anyway.

I've cheated and used, led people on and abused,

It's easy to see how things came unglued.

I'm sorry if I ever annoy you but just let me know,

Cus those who are straight up make it simple to let go.

I know I'm over you and the past is the past,

But every now and then the shadows are still cast.

I just hope all is good and your doing okay,

Cus you got a life to live day after day.

Your a cool person and I'm happy we met,

And those memories we shared, I won't forget.

I know this is cheesy but it's about the only way,

To be as honest as I can and mean what I say.

Maybe it's just because it's midnight and I can't sleep,

And I don't have the patience to count the sheep.

So I'm not trying to be weird just letting you know,

Cus I'm tired of feeling so out of control.