Chances

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I walked to Dohwa place listening to music once I got up the stair I was walking to his apartment when someone bumped into me. As he slowly walked off I called out his name.

"Dohwa?" Confused on why I thought it was him. He didn't respond so i ran over calling his name and grabbing his wrist, I looked at him his face covered in bruises and bandages.

"Are you okay?" Was all I could say before he rested his head on my shoulder. As I tried to get him up to take him home it was no use I wrapped one of his arms over my shoulder and wobbled us to his place.

As we got in the building I struggled to get over the step which ended with him collapsed on me.

"Oh...sorry...." was all he said as he laid on me.

"You're burning up."I said pushing him off of me before slowly dragging him to his bed. "Jesus and I'm the fat ass..." I said out of breathe before touching his head. I groaned before looking for
medic only to fine none i groaned and put on my shoes to go get him some.

I came back with a bag full of medic. I placed it down and softly woke him up he took a pill and went back to sleep. I turned on his Tv and began to watch whatever was on before i ended up falling asleep. I woke up to the smell of eggs.

I opened my eyes taking time for them to adjust with the light before looking around and spitting Dohwa in the kitchen his back towards me as he bobbed his head listening to the song on the radio.

I slowly got up and walked over taking a seat at his table and watching him.

"one egg or two?" he said still facing away from me.

"one is good..."

"two it is." He said before turning around with a bowl kimchi fried rice and two eggs. I took the plate as he handed me a spoon. I took a bite and avoided eye contact with him as he sat down. "You've been avoiding me...and Su-ae...and Eunhyoek." He said as I avoided looking at him.

"I know..." I said before shoving more food into my mouth.

"Why? Y/n I'm you're best friend I love you I care about you, why have you been avoiding me?" I looked at him before explaining everything to him, some words were thrown he yelled I cried, he stormed off only to come back minutes later yelling he cried and scolded me, we argued he yelled some more and more, he cried again yelled at me some more and hugged me before yelling at me again.

"We sound like an old married couple." I cried as he hugged me.

"You're a fucking idiot. I'm mad at you, you hurt me Y/n...how could you not trust me with something like that...i would have been there for you no matter what." he said grabbing my hand. "and it hurts that you didn't trust me enough to let me know but instead pushed me away. we're friends y/n we know so much about each other and you didn't trust me...how do you expect me to do the same?"

"I know I messed up Dohwa..."

"you messed up big time."

"and i'm sorry..."

"i want you to leave."

"what...?"

"Go home Y/n..."

"Dohwa..."

"Now. Go home. End of discussion. Go. Home." He said standing up and heading to the door.

"You can't be serious...?"

"Go home. Get out. I don't want to see you." He said opening the door.

"Dohwa come on let talk about this..." I cried.

"You had your chance and avoided me...Get out Y/n I'm serious get out."

"Dohwa..."

"GET OUT!" He yelled I grabbed my bag and put on my shoes as he looked away from me.

"I'm sorry..." I said he continued to look away from me till I got out. I looked back at him to say sorry when he slammed the door in my face. And that's when I began to cry as I walked home in tears. I got to my building and in the elevator when I spotted Ra-mi in it already.

"Y/n..."