It was pathetic, really.
The way I'd annoy you to grab your attention, yet deny you of what you wanted when i had it.
I only wanted to see if you adored my attention the same way I adored yours.
If you saw me the same way I saw you.
Everytime I encounter you, time seems to pause as my eyes roam your features.
Everytime we touch, I'm overcome with the feeling of tranquility that I've longed for.
I feel the thrill of danger for what we have is forbidden.
However, this lust and rage you disguised with your faux affection keeps me going.
It keeps me crawling back to you.
It keeps me wondering if these feelings I had also flowed in you.
I can only chuckle bitterly at myself when I realized that asking would be a risk. Yet after all this time, the same question continued to linger in my mind.
"...Do I really want to know?"
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This story will be in the POV of H. RINDOU
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DO I WANNA KNOW? || H. RINDOU
Fanfiction"... Do you want me crawling back to you?" - in which an insufferable man meets someone as insufferable as him
