culpability { sunki }

11

Heeseung decided that today would be the day he came clean.

It was now Thursday. Another week had already passed since he seen his best friend and he realized how much he missed being around others. 

He knew he would eventually have to talk to his friends and ask for their advice since he had no idea what to do next. 

He opened his phone and contacted his wonderful friend group, letting them know he was ready to talk. 

They replied in no more than a minute. Telling him they would all be waiting for him at Sunghoon and Jake's residence, since their home was unofficially deemed their group meeting place. 

... 

Sunoo was sitting on the kitchen counter with his head rested up against the kitchen cabinets. 

He was observing his boyfriend that was cooking them breakfast. Riki allowed the staff the day off today since he wanted to spend time with the younger boy. 

Riki had been having long days at work this past week. Being a CEO of a successful company came with it's downsides.

He had been coming home later that usual. He missed seeing his beautiful boy just as much as the male had missed him.

Sunoo had been staring off into space for quite some time. Forgetting the other's presence. 

"What are you thinking about Sunny." Riki watched the younger's eyes flickered back to reality from his daydream.

"Do you think my friends miss me?" Sunoo replied looking into the other's eyes with a look of somber.

Riki understood how the other may be feeling and he couldn't help but frown at the boy, feeling empathetic for the latter.

"Sunoo, of course they miss you..." He stopped what he was doing and walked over to where the smaller was propped up. He then grabbed his hands, rubbing circles on the backsides to comfort his boyfriend. 

"I don't think they do... I'm sure they hate me." Sunoo faced downwards as tears dripped onto their embraced hands. 

"They haven't even texted me to ask me if I was okay. I've been missing for a whole month and haven't received one message." Sunoo leaned his head onto the other's chest as Riki rubbed his back, attempting to sooth the gloomy man in his arms.

Riki sighed. He hated knowing that the younger was stressing and sad. He truly wanted the smaller to feel nothing but glee.

"I'm sure they think of you everyday baby. They're probably still feeling bitter from the situation, you know it wasn't an easy thing to go through." He chose to be completely honest with the other, knowing it may be what he needed in the moment. 

Sunoo cried harder into the taller's chest, knowing he wasn't wrong.

Sunoo wished that he wanted to take it all back. But in reality, he didn't have any regrets. Besides hurting the people he cared about of course.

Soon the crying came down to a minimum and he lifted his head up from the elder's bare chest that was covered in his tears. 

Riki gave Sunoo a sad smile and placed his lips gently onto the latter's salt stained ones.

"Do you regret being with me that night and now?" Riki held his breath, awaiting the younger's response to his heavy question.

Sunoo stared into his irises for a moment. 

He wasn't thinking about his answer though. He knew his answer already.

He was thinking about how different things would have been if he was less absent minded and just checked his notifications. What if he had just went home after seeing that his boyfriend at the time had told him he wouldn't be arriving.

He thought about how the boy he had committed the heinous act with, took him under his wing and gave him everything he's ever wanted and more.

"No. I wouldn't change a thing." Sunoo replied with a stern look, expressing how much he meant every word.

Riki reciprocated the direct eye contact with the other and wrapped his arms around the smaller's waist. Bringing the smaller close as possible as he embraced him with a cuddle full of passion.

He realized how deep he had fell for the latter. 

And he would allow himself to continue the fall.

...

Heeseung pulled into the drive way of the familiar home that belonged to his close friends. 

He walked up to the front door and anxiously awaited for the door to be answered. 

As soon as the white entrance had became agape, he found himself wrapped into a comforting hug from the shorter male known as Shim Jaeyun or simply; Jake.

"We missed you Hyung." Jake spoke quietly into the tight hold he had on the older.

"I missed you guys too." Heeseung replied to Jake's kind words as the latter stepped back, allowing the oldest to enter his home. 

Walking into the sitting area, he seen that everyone was there waiting for him with a smile.

After greeting everyone and sharing cherishing words, Heeseung sat in the lone seat that was sitting diagonally from the other sofas.

"Guys, I know I've been a shitty friend recently and I wanted to apologize for that." Heeseung made sure to maintain eye contact with his dongsaengs.

"There's no need to apologize Hyung. We understand that you're going through something tough right now." Jungwon gave Heeseung a genuine smile that came from the heart.

Heeseung sighed and relaxed into his seat. 

"Speaking of tough situations..." Heeseung sat up, grabbing his phone from his pocket and began to mess around with the device for a moment.

Everyone else shared short glances, not sure what the eldest was looking for on his phone. 

Heeseung then placed his phone on display in the center of the coffee table for everyone to see.

Jay picked up the phone, not sure what he was looking at. 

He tilted his head as he played the first video attachment shared from the unsaved contact. As soon as his mind registered what he was watching, his jaw fell and his eyes shot wide open at the sight. 

He slowly passed the phone to Jungwon who had his eyebrows furrowed in concern of his boyfriend's facial expression. 

Jungwon proceeded to gasp loud and dramatically, as if he had seen a ghost. 

The phone displayed the video of Kim Sunoo giving someone's erection a blowjob. 

To say that Jungwon and Jay were speechless would be an understatement. 

Jungwon slowly handed the phone back to it's owner in pure silence. 

Jake and Sunghoon just looked to each other, lost to what the device could have shone that basically paralyzed their friends.

Heeseung soon handed the phone to Sunghoon, leaving the second video for Sunghoon to press on. 

Jake put his head on Sunghoon's shoulder so he could see the screen as well. 

Sunghoon and Jake's eyes scanned the video, not grasping onto what they were watching at first. After a few seconds of the video continuing, they realized what they were laying their eyes on. 

A video of Kim Sunoo riding on someone's dick. 

Soon, the engaged couple held the same exact appearance as the other pair that sat adjacent to them. 

They simply could not believe their own eyes. 

Sunghoon passed the device back to Heeseung and sat back down without uttering a single word. 

There was only silence heard for about 2 minutes as the four all tried to wrap their heads around what they had witnessed.

"What the actual fuck." Was all Jungwon could exclaim as he stared blankly at the parallel, white, wall. 

end of chapter.

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