𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐞 - 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐨 𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞

s t u d y

Mattheo Riddle

'because i love you.' i said.

'what?' madeleine said, her eyes shooting wide.

'because i love you.' i said again, letting out a long breath. i cant believe i just said that.

'i dont know what to say to that..' she whispered.

'you dont have to say anything, just know.' i spoke sternly, grabbing my bag and walks past her out of my dorm.

she just stood there in silence, letting me go.

-

i spent the last two weeks obeying my father and letting him turn me into his shitty deatheaters while i was there.

it was the worse, i hate him and the things he made me do.

but i felt like throwing up every time my father made me hurt someone.

i didn't want to, but the worst would happen if i didn't obey him.

'i warned you, son. god why cant you turn out like your brother?' my father snapped at me, casting another crucio spell at me.

i cry out in pain, feeling my body shake violently as i fell onto my knees.

'your such a disappointment.' he laughs in my face, smirking evilly at me..

'im sorry.' i breath out, feeling the spell slowly wear off.

'no matter how many times i try, you never can do the things i want! never!!' he screamed.

i shut my eyes tightly, telling myself over and over not to cry in front of a bunch of deatheaters.

i heard my father whisper and i got hit with another crucio.

i screamed out, digging my nails into my arm. i felt like i was being stabbed all over multiple times each second.

i cant breathe..

i cant breathe!..

'i cant breathe!!' i finally cry out.

'how did i get a amazing, obeying son and a stupid worthless one for the other?' he scoffed, looking down at me as my body shake.

'ill do it..' i breathe out.

'ill do it.'