Chapter 2: self harm

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Recap:
" what the hell get off my sister you rapest"
" oh shut up Sam this is dez he's the one that saved me from you know who"

( now time )
So we all ended up watching a fight between my brother and dez over me bwhah evil laugh time my brother said that dez needs to stay away from me and dez flipped literally flipped it was quite cute .. Woh wait what no he's not cute I didn't say that but anyways back to the fight right now Sam is on the ground with dez ontop of him ( not that way 😉)
" ok guys come on really "
" shut up Ezra Jesus ur so fucking stupid " my mouth literally dropped open and I had a tear roll down my cheek and that's when I take off and up to my room and into the bathroom and lock it and pull out the only thing that makes me forget about the emotional pain my blade . I pull it out of my first aid kit and drag it accost my wrist but this time up and down trying to kill myself and I start to bleed so I grab the paper towel and put pressure on my wrist but the bleeding doesn't stop
" Ezra open up its dez "
" I can't get to the door " I whisper
" Ezra what's wrong ?"

Dez pov:
I start to pound on the door when she doesn't answer I then hear the water running so I break down the door and that's when my heart drops there's the girl I love wait what i don't love her do u ? Anyways she was in the bathtub almost dead with blood everywhere
" call an ambulance!!!"
I pull her out of the bathtub and look down at her wrist what the hell would drive her to do this. Next thing I know is paramedics putting her on a stretcher and me getting in the ambulance with her
And her going into emergency
" hello I'm dr: Simon and you are "
I stand up and shake his hand
" I'm dez Ezras boyfriend "
" oh so ur her boyfriend well you can go see her if you want "
With that I run into the room and sit in the chair beside her bed and hold her hand

Ezra pov:
I flutter my eyes open when someone touches my hand
" are you ok Ezra ? "
" yah what happened tho ?"
" you cutt and got into the bathtub trying to kill urself "
" Oh you saw that ?"
" Uh yah I did I saved you and also I'm known as ur boyfriend now 😉"
" Wait what !"
" Yah I had to tell the doctor that so I could come see you babe "
Oh my god kill me
" First I'm not ur babe second ima go to sleep "
"Awe omg ur blushing !!!!"
"DEZ SHUT THE HELL UP!"
" But but but whyyyy !!!!"
Because I like you that's why wait what no !
" Because ur annoying me !"
"That's because you like me you just said so urself !"
That made me blush ten times redder
" Shizz did I ?"
"Yup but guess what I have a big secret to ask you ?"
"What is it ?"
" Could you
To be continued
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Authors note:
Bwhah cliff hanger lmfao now the reason the chapters are so short is bec im going to be writing a long ass book pardon my French so tell me what you think and btw message me tell me ur
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