The connection is slow
My laptop slept
My pen's still fine
But my thoughts have been swept
When will I start?
When can I submit?
Gotta do this now
No more "later" and "just a bit"
It's been a month since it was given
It's been four days since it was due
My eyes, they started hurting
But my works, I still don't do
Though I wanted to, I REALLY do
But I feel so lazy and unmotivated to
My mind is hazy, I am frustrated
I want to begin but I feel swamped and overwhelmed
Told myself I'd do it on Sunday
Hell, it's already f*cking Tuesday
Now I'm wasting time again
I've watched and read and made this poem
My head hurts
I feel sick
I want to vomit
But I don't want to delay this by even one bit
I wanna do it now
I wanna finish this somehow
In one way or another I still need to do this
Though I feel like I want to just stop and quit
Why am I living like this?
Why am I making things hard for myself?
Why can't I just get everything over with?
And finish all that's due before everything else
It's stressful, I wanna cry
It's hard but I don't wanna die
I'm facing the consequences of my actions
I know, but I chose to ignore and lie
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