1st of February
I wanted to ask you when you are going to unblock me. But you never talked to me after that day.
How could you?
How can you be so selfish?
My chest hurt so bad.
It your fault. It's all your fault.
But then I think, what is your fault?
That you got a girlfriend? That you found someone to love more than your life? That you love someone so much that you can't see anything around you? That you love her so much that you can only see her?
I can't help cry over our misery. More of my misery. I feel helpless. You were the one to tell me life is not all about pain and sadness.That it is about finding happiness in every small misery.
To forgive happiness for betraying you every time and to let it wrap itself around every corner of you until there is no place for any other thing.
You told me to embrace my every imperfection, my every emotion. To not be a jerk to myself. And in return all I am doing is just cause a trouble in your love life. I just want to leave you alone with your love. But I can't. I am too selfish for that.
My chest tightens itself more as I realise how much of jerk to you.
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