Lover

First Contact

Hi I'm Noah, Grade 11 student this year, and I'm gay, I dreamed to be loved by someone and I always wanted to feel special, I have crush and he's my neighbour, he is so handsome like I know to myself that he will reject me if I confess to him, he is so popular here in our place like girls also crushing him and yes like what I said, He is so popular.

Yesterday I go out to buy some foods and suddenly I saw my crush in their balcony and while I'm walking I look at him And I accidentally bumped into the pole, I didn't see it because I was staring at him so much and I ran fast as if nothing had happened and did my true purpose in going out, to buy foods.

By the way I want to introduce to you my crush Westley, they rent apartment in front of our house and he's straight so I know that I don't have any chance to notice him, And one night I looked in the mirror and suddenly I was surprised by my appearance, and I asked myself how could I be noticed if I looked like this, so ugly and couldn't help but cry in front of this mirror and start to envy other people who look good, wear very good clothes and are confident and sometimes I also wished that I could experience what they are experiencing, Maybe when my physical appearance is so good he will notice me, when will I experience it never mind I will just go to sleep.

The next day, I saw his Facebook account in my newsfeed and I click add, and I was very excited when he accepted, and I immediately said hi and he just seen me, He's really bad, I just want to be a good friend yes friend hehe but my heart will always admire him...

To be continue...