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i was thinking. inside of my room, i was snuggled closely next to my childhood pillows. my blanket covered my whole body. i was just thinking about what that man was thinking. fuck buddies?! hes lost his mind. the worse part about this is that i told him that i was going to think about it! i couldnt believe my mouth and my impulsiveness again.
parvati was playing a lewd song that was on the radio. lavender vibed with it, while ginny and i were on our beds, thinking our brains off. i sat up and scratched my nape. it was twelve in the morning. it was supposed to be lights out, but i was too tired to care and blacked out by my train of thoughts. i softly told them to turn their music down, and they obeyed.
next time i knew, i found myself in my dreamland. it was no ordinary dreamland. i was awaken next to harry in his bed, while i was naked. i wasnt as shocked in my dream, though. there was a fireplace in front and i tried to put off the fire because i was too cold. however, a deep crusty voice stopped me. 'honey, its cold, dont turn it down'. honey?! even though, i was surprised to be called 'honey', i quickly obeyed him and went back to bed with him. i could hear his slight whimpers underneath the blanket. i touched his hair and played with the soft and thick black hair. his hand made its way to my hips and pulled me closer, hugging me comfortably this way. his eyes were closed shut and i was staring at his beautiful plump lips. he was just too perfect. i placed my right hand on his smooth cheek and smiled.
i attempted to kiss him. suddenly, i heard a loud voice coming from my ears.
i remembered that i was dreaming. i opened my eyes and saw that parvati was waking me up, telling me that there was still an hour left before classes. i sat up and touched my head, before going to the shower with ginny. i prepared my cloak and uniform as usual.
once i was done ironing, i stared at the white polo. i unbuttoned a few buttons up. i turned to look if there was anyone watching. luckily, i was alone as they came to the shower earlier. i sighed. maybe, he will notice me this way. even though i had no clue about what i was doing, he told me to keep doing what my mind was telling me to do.
after that, i took my time with preparing myself. normally, i look good. there was this thing telling me that this time, i wanted to look, smell, and attract better. i had no clue what was going on with me. hormones?
getting out of the shower, i found that the other stalls were empty and that they were probably preparing their clothes already. i rushed upstairs to get freshened up. people were already walking out of their rooms along with their books and wands, while i was out here, struggling to wear my tie. lavender is usually the last person to get out of our room. this time, i was the last! i sprayed one last spray on my sweet fragrance perfume and ran out.
my first class was charms. i dont ever miss a class in charms. not charms! i rushed to get to the classroom. i ran, as the classrooms were really hard to access, coming from the dormitories.
along the way, i bumped into harry. phew! im safe. he worriedly asked me why i was in a hurry. i explained to him that we were almost late. he shrugged, as if he didnt care about it. well, i do! i grabbed his arm, and we both ran to the hallway, bumping into a few students. the juniors thought we were crazy for running around like trackstars.
we arrived. thank goodness the professor isnt here yet. before he could join malfoy, i invited harry to sit next to me. for no reason.. i turned around to see ron giving me a death glare, while lavender clung into his left arm. he was trapped under her. i chuckled to myself, hearing his sorrowful complaints to lavender.
when the class started, i found harry laying his head on top of his arm again, completely unbothered by the lesson. i rolled my eyes and gave him a note.
dimwit, listen to the class. we might have a pop quiz later on.
he then returned a note saying,
who cares? im going to flunk anyway.
this lazy arse! i slapped his head softly, and he laughed.
he gave me a new note saying,
you told me you were going to think about it.
he was referring to his proposal with the fuck buddies thing. i sighed. i was going to agree. fuck, i shouldnt, but i want to. i replied,
