chapter 5: nervous

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It's been a few days since Changbin lost his mother now. He cried a lot these days because he misses her insanely much.

After another day of laying in bed, trying to cope with this situation, the boy got lost in his thoughts again. The first day of highschool starts in two weeks, which made him feel nervous because it will be his first day in his new school.

Changbin let out a loud sigh nefore rolling over in his bed. His room was messy. There were clothes and tissues everywhere all around his floor. The 17 year old didn't feel like picking them up, though. His motivation wasn't there anymore, it dissapeared. It got dark outside already, and Changbin's head was about to explode. It was filled with too many thoughts about school and his mother. He picked up his phone and checked the time. "8:32 p.m". The black haired male decided to go on a walk to distract himself a little.

It was cold outsude. Luckily Changbin's hoodie was thicc enough to keep him warm. After roaming around in town for half an hour, he sat down on a bench near a lake. This town seemed nice, since it wasn't as loud as the one he lived in before. It was surprisingly quiet.

After some time the boy decided to go home since it got even colder than it was before. His head felt a lot lighter now, which is good thing. There was one thing he couldn't stop thinking about though. It was school. He didn't know why he was so nervous, but there had to be a specific reason, right? Changbin didn't want to think about it any longer, so he plopped down on his bed before falling asleep right after.

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I needed a lot of time to come up with this, so i'm sorry if it isn't very good :')

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