i hate him.. do i? ~ matt sturniolo

☆ 009 ☆

no ones pov

"heard what" matts heart drops.. hoping she's not thinking what he's thinking. "you a few nights ago", he widens his eyes. "i should go" he starts to get up, "matt it's 3am u hate driving at night just stay and we'll talk about it in the morning i'm sorry i said anything" she pulls him back by his hoodie. " ok" he gets back into bed as she cuddles into him, he wonders if this could be the last time they cuddle like this. maybe even the last time they talk. why the fuck did he say that?

matt wakes up and glances over at vienna, she's still cuddled into him and holding her old stuffed animal against her chest. she looked so pretty in the mornings. she looked so pretty all the time. The boy shakes his head in a failed attempt to get her out his head, waking vienna up in the process. "what are you doing" she mumbles in a croaky voice, making matt jump "nothing" he looks at her. "i think i'm gunna go" he speaks again. Getting up and walking out before she can say anything.

"where the fuck were you last night". chris asks hands on his hips. "vi's? i literally told you i was going?" matt replies. "okay did you sleep there? you literally have never slept at her house" chris says with a puzzled look on his face "what the fuck are you my mom or something now?" matt shouts as he walks to his room. He never had crazy outbursts like that, sure he shouted at his brothers all the time but chris could see genuine anger and sadness in his eyes.

Chris walks to matts room to see matt on the floor with his head in his hands. "why ru so upset and angry what the fuck happened?" chris asks, concerned. "don't worry" matt doesn't even look up, he told his brothers everything so chris found this really strange. "matt. tell me what's wrong" chris puts his hand on the boys shoulder. "i told vienna i love her" he still doesn't look up. "WHAT???" chris shouts, "you didn't even like her and now you love her????" chris questions. Matt finally looks up, "i don't even know anymore i don't love her it's too soon for all that but i think i like her, it was just like in the moment when she was cuddled into me i thought she was sleeping so i just spoke how i was feeling and now everything fucked up i don't know what to do like what the fuck why did i do that" matt rambles, starting to breathe heavy and tear up. "Matt it's okay calm down" chris says worriedly, he hates seeing his brother like this. "can you just leave me alone for a second" matt asks softly. "but matt-
"please" chris gets up and walks out

Matt hates when he gets like this, normally he would want for chris to be there to help him but there was only one person he wanted. vienna. But he couldn't have her, after how he left earlier there was no way he was going to ask her for help now. A few minutes go by and matt has only gotten worse, chris and nick left the house to get some groceries and matt had never felt so alone. He needed vienna, he decides he has to call her. He grabs his phone and dials her number with shaky hands, it rings as matt prays she'll answer. She does. "matt i can't talk right now" she says "vi" you could hear the panic in his voice. Vienna knew immediately, "im coming over" she says instantly and matt hangs up.

She walks to matts room to see him sat on his bed with his head in his hands, breathing heavily and shaking. She rarely saw matt like this but when she did she knew how to help him, "matt look at me" he looks up with tear stained cheeks. "i'm here" she speaks into the dark room, he smiles slightly. "just match your breathing to mine okay" she says as he holds his hand. They breathe in and out and matt calms down after 10 minutes, "i'm sorry" matt speaks for the first time. "don't apologize" vienna assures him "but i fucked everything up" matt looks at her about to get worked up again. "matt. it's okay, have you eaten today?" matt shakes his head, he had been thinking so much he had forgotten to eat. "okay let's make some food"

They decide to make pasta and sit on the couch to eat. "can you sleep here tonight" matt asks, "yeah sure i basically live here anyway" vienna chuckles making matt smile. he loved her laugh. They finish their food and make their way upstairs, vienna grabs some of matts clothes out of his dresser to wear to bed, not bothering to argue with him about it because she knew she would win and so did he. Matt sighed and got into bed, vienna came back 2 minutes later and joined him. He pulled her into his chest. "thankyou vi". he whispers as they both drift to sleep

leila speaks 🫶
just clocked i end all these chapters with them sleeping i promise i won't do that next chap also sorry i haven't updated in a few days i haven't been on the wattpad grind 🔥🔥
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