When I Let You Through My Wall.

The First Date

It was the Foundation day of our school. As usual the yearly speech of our principal was being delivered by the stout woman named The Principal but my mind was drifting away and away every passing second.

It was the first day I was going to meet my online crush and I was getting ready for it as if  had an interview. While m friends kept on babbling about the new boy in there coaching class, I was trying not to loose my confidence.

The speech seemed never ending.

At last when our Principal switched on to the 5th topic of her speech, the bell rang, and I never got to know the 5th topic as everyone started talking at once.

So I hurried out of the building and the field, I had to meet him in a street beside his school.

Our school where on opposite sides of the same road ,ours consisted of the girls population headed my sisters ,and there s consisted of the boys population , headed by the fathers.

I along with one of my friends turned up to the desolate street. They were late.

But soon enough, to my relief I saw a boy towering high , approaching us , almost as high as the tree beside which we were standing.

But then I saw him. He was walking briskly behind him, hands in the pockets of his jacket .Messy jet black hair, and a smile stuck to his face and I just stared. I don't remember smiling as I felt all noises around me cease to a stop.

I never thought all things like this happened in real life, but again I never before believed love at first sight also exist .But I am a living example!

He was in front of me.

We separated by only five layers of clothing, my sweater ,my top ,my bra ,his jacket , his shirt and also by 1 third of a meter of air between us.

No one spoke. We just stared and while I noticed how his lips curled upland how he nervously smiled, and how he did his hair, and looked at me.

After a few moments of just stareing.I remembered that I had to smile.And forcing my brain to make me smile,I smiled,and after that I could not stop smiling.

God I was becoming paralised!

Just as I was deciding on to how to say "hello" I got in a conversation with my brain.

Brain:Oh my God !Sarah that's already enough!Don't act like you never saw a boy before!

Dumb-founded Me:SSSHHH!cant you see I'm busy with my eyes taking in his every detail.Stop talking I'm seeing him for the first time please! Let me concentrate.

 

Brain:Im tired of acknowledging so many informations about his lips and his eyes.Please I don't want to be such a drooler! Just perceive the sensations I'm sending to your tongue and talk.

Dumb-founded ME: shut up....................I'm okay drooling................

But my brains torture was ended just then.

He said "Hii." And put his hand forward.

And I looked at him.And I took his hand in mine forgetting to shake it just holding it.And I looked at him too hard,because I forgot to reply with a "hello."

And he left my hand.

And I thought,"Could not he just keep his hand there or something."

Well after my friend and his super-tall friend (who was her boyfriend:When I went back home I was thinking how they kiss.And I concluded that maybe she stood up on a stool or something or he picked her up always.God knows.) nagged us a bit about how rude it was that only they where talking and we were just standing there did I realise there where other people there.

We barely had eye contact as when I was looking at him he was smiling looking somewhere else,and when I was smiling looking down I knew his eyes where on me.

It was all that happened.

Push back your perverted thoughts please!

We did not have nasty French kiss session.We just stared and shook our hands(well there was nil amount of shaking whatever).

And after hat I just went home waving him a good bye and thinking were my vocabulary power had vanished all this while( like I do talk you know ,almost a lot) .

He later told me that day while we were texting that ,he never was so shy in front of anyone else and promised that next time would be more comfortable and that his super-tall friend was telling its okay and that it happened for him to when she first met his girlfriend. But even if all the times are like this I would not mind just his hands should be stuck to mine.

He said I looked beautifull,but I cannot remember what I said about him, cause I was too busy again thinking about how his always shines when he laughs.