Do you know the feeling of forgetting something about someone special to you because they passed away when you were young? I did the pain of trying to remember their voice,face habbits again but you cant because i was young.that person so important to me that my whole personality changed because they passed away unexpectedly when they were the source of my sanity and the source of my innocence being a 10 year old child in a cruel world that doesnt have mercy.especially the feeling of wanting to get used to the atmosphere without them even if you cant so you just end up going in the wrong path.being forgotten .