-Bill's POV-
I got sucked into this shit when I was 18. I absolutely hated Alexander, the day he dies I will throw a party. I would've killed him by know, but I'd end up dead instead, if not his brother would've killed me for revenge.
You have to learn to just deal with it, it's the easiest thing to do, if not you're pretty much dead. Alexander will have you do pretty much anything, and it makes me sick. I've seen the way he treats his women, my woman too. I've wanted to kill him everytime Kaylee would come back to me, clearly broken. I promised her I would never take advantage of her like that. I know I'm in a gang and I'm supposed to not give a shit about anyone, especially the women, "toys" or "pets", Alexander called them, but something about Kaylee makes me feel like I need to give her the world. I could never let anyone else find out, if Alexander ever found out I was in love with a "pet" he'd kill her, maybe even me too.