The Degradation

Chapter 3

I have a compulsive need to always violate the border, whether physical or emotional. I need to know that no one needs, and feel the danger, to remind myself that I'm still alive.

Life has no value if we do not run the risk of losing it. (C) Harry

- Oh, fuck ... - and I bite my lip, pulling Eleanor's hair to speed up the rhythm. I push the hips and lean my free hand on the shelf behind me. Once again, I tried to tell her that she's just a girl for the night, she infuriates me, and in the end, I find myself pressed against the wall while she's doing something inhuman with her tongue. I can't hold back a moan and literally torn into her mouth.

- Damn you, El.

Panting, I look down and see her still standing on her knees in front of me; she wipes her mouth and smiles smugly. This girl is manipulating me through sex, and every time I am led. I barely have time to pull the boxers as the closet door opens, and a pair of green eyes looking at me in surprise. His eyes paralyzed me that I can't even think of him some ridiculous nickname. He looks very angry, and I begin to understand why people are so afraid of it. His eyes are so piercing that even Eleanor seems to have forgotten how to breathe. All of this was did not last more than ten seconds. Ten seconds, he didn't take his eyes away from me. Ten seconds, his eyes burning through literally through me, and then he left. Just like that. Slamming the door, and without saying a word. And I'm totally shocked.

- What was that? - Eleanor's voice brings me back from my mind, and when she gets up, I get the strangest feeling in the world. I am angry at her.

- Fuck off.

And I'm out of the closet, having only buttoned pants and slam the door too.

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- He's sexy.

- But this guy has a problem with his head and look at him.

- Yes, but he's pretty sexy, and I would not mind ...

- Hey, girl, what are you talking about? - Me and Liam put our trays on the table, I sit down next to Eleanor and Daniel kisses Liam. Something new. I turn my head and see how El also extends for a kiss. Oh no, sleep together - it's okay, but to play a couple in love - it's too much. So she answered to Liam, whose mouth free again.

- About Styles - and she shows in the Mr. I-Burn-In-Men- A-hole-By-My-Glance that sits alone with a can of Coke in his hand. - I think that he will be very good in bed.

- Yeah, crazy people, in fact, quite good in this way.

Liam eats, and the girls again begin a conversation, which I didn't pay attention. I gaze at him and frowned. Every time he was with the same huge book. I wonder what's so interesting in it?

- Do you remember his ex-girlfriend? What her name was...

- Sarah?

- No ... Um, Samantha!

- Yeah, right, Samantha. People say that she had to leave the university because he turned her life into hell!

And then I became interested in the conversation and looking at Daniel.

- What do you want to say?

She leans forward and inspects the room, like a guy who is ten meters away from us, will be able to hear.

- He raped a girl.

Eleanor interrupted her.

- What are you talking about?! He didn't rape her, he just pursued her.