I don't know what is was about him that I loved. But what I do know is he's the reason I stayed single for years. Him.
At first I thought it was a measly crush. That all he did was make me happy. But then I started to face the facts. Whenever I saw him my heart lurched and my stomach grew knots. Or when he would smile at me I couldn't help to smile back.
I found out I loved him.
But he had a girlfriend.
When they were over I saw my chance. I tried to gather up my courage to tell him and when I finally did.....
He found another......
I moped around secretly for days after he told us about.....her.
He eventually moved out, and into a house with her.
He started doing less stuff with me an more with her.
God I hated her. But I had to act like I tolerated her for his sake.
Every time I saw them kiss or hug a rage boiled inside of me. I buried that hatred deep down into the depths of my soul. But every day it grew worse. Every time I saw him I was reminded that she had taken claim on him.
When I was about to snap. When my walls started to crumble down.....it ended.
He came over one night claiming to have ended the relationship between them, and was seeking a place to stay.
I was exploding inside, while on the outside I displayed shock.
Of course I welcomed him in and let him stay in one of the few empty bedrooms in the large house.
At last I can make him mine....he will be mine.
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So this is my first ever fanfic not my first story. I deleted all of my books to remodel my account and actually make fanfiction.
So I will be updating thus every week or maybe less depends on how I feel.
~Hooka
