His UNTOLD LOVE for Her

12.💔

Bondita entered in her room  with all papers and placed it on table . She goes to washroom.  After some time she came from washroom and all papers are lying on floor here and there. She see towards window and sighed.

Bon-  ab fir se sab sameto.
She bends down and start collecting all papers when her eyes fall on a paper at which in last written (in hindi )

Tumri sirf tumari apne anirudh ki mini.

Bondita take that paper in her hand and starts reading her eyes get tears automatically while reading.  She cried but why she too don't know.

In letter

Rudh pta hai aj na batuk ne mujhe boudi kahkr bulaya issh, tumhe pta h tumre dono bhai bhot badmas hai mujhe tumre nam se chedne ka ek moka nhi  chodte.  Mai tumhe bhot yaad krti hu rudh tumra to pta nhi pr mera man hota hai ki tumre pass dor ke London aa jau, tum bhi mujhe yaad krte ho na rudh? Ya hamesha ki trah un kitabo me dube rhte ho. Kahi tum kisi vilayti ladki ek chakr me to nhi hona? Aesa kyal bhi apne man me lae na to toh mai tumse baat nhi krugi . Mazak kr rhi hu mujhe pta h tum kabhi kisi or ke bare me soch bhi nhi sakte kyuki tumre dil me sirf ek naam hai tumri mini ka . Mini ka rudh,  rudh ki mini ... Minirudh . Humre nam ki trah hamesha hum sath rahege na rudh? Jitna pyar tum krte ho na rudh uuse kai jyada mai tumse pyaar krti hoon, bohot  pyaar krti hu mai rudh tumse.
Tumre intzaar me tumri mini.

(Author pov: I am not interested in explaining minirudh rasleela so ek letter bhot hai💀)

One by one bondita read all letters. These are the letters which saudamini sends to anirudh when he was in London.  That time they used to exchange letters.

Bondita cried. Yes she knows about anirudh and saudamini.  In their anniversary sampurna told whole truth of their marriage and also that her patibabu's marriage is fixed with saudamini but because of her to save her everything changed . And this truth is too told by anirudh that day when she comes to know everything from him . That day while getting frustrated with her questions he told her that  haa meri shadi saudamini ke sath tay hui thi humri shadi hone wali thi. But she didn't know that they are in love . She always thinks that their marriage is fixed by elders .

Bondita while crying- patibabu or pari didi ek dusre se pyar krte the dono ek dusre ko pasand krte the chahte the or mujhe laga wo dono ache dost the or parivar walo ki apsi sahmati se unki arrange marriage fixed hui thi. Kitni , kitni badi bevkuf hai tu bondita.  Mtlb meri wajh se pari didi buri didi ban gai. Mujhe to hamesha yahi lagta rha ki unki shadi parivar walo ne do parivar ki dosti ko risteydari me badalne ke liye paka kiya tha . Pr aesa nhi h wo dono chahte the ek dusre ko or mai.. maine sab barbad kr diya unki zindgi unki khushiya sab ujaad di😭.

She remembered that day in which her patibabu and pari didi is so closed in kitchen.  She closed her eyes and a long tear roll through her eye.

She take another letter and starts reading.  This is a letter written by anirudh which he wrote on the day when he with bondita again comes in haweli from village.  Azadi Express ki yad me 💀🌚

(All words are same as in show anirudh writes that letter in the day of their anniversary agr kisiko fir se dekhna ho to episode me dekh sakte h wo kya likha tha mai explain ke mood me nhi hu 🌚 I am adding only some lines so bondita gets to know his feelings towards manorma at that time)

In letter,

Aaj tak to bas kisse kahaniyo me hi azadi ke matwalo ke visy me pada tha  pr phli bar ek krantikari se milke kuch alag hi mahsus hua .uski ankho me wo aag thi jiske tej se wo desh ke dusmano ko jala dene ka hosala rakhti hai. wo phli nazar ki phli mulakat kabhi nhi bhul sakta. badi hi rahasymai krantikari hai wo kab ati h kab gayab ho jati hai kuch pta hi nhi chalta . Usko samjhne ke liye sayad jivan bhar bhi kam pade badi hi tilchasp ladki hai itne din sath abhyash krne ke bad bhi uska naam nhi pta . Pata nhi kaisa ye khichav sa ho gya jo yaha wapis haweli aa ke bhi wo yade bhul nhi pa rha. Asha krta hu ki wo apne maksad me kamyab ho  . Meri subheksha tumre sath hai azadi Express. Pta nhi kyu tumre bare me itna soch rha hu azadi Express kya yahi phli nazar ka jivan bhar wala pyaar... jo bhi hai pr koi bhavnae mujhe mere laksy se bhataka nhi sakti.  Bas isi  kamana ke sath tum apni Jang me safal raho .
Jai hind.