There's always a brighter side. DNF

~9~

Georges Pov-

I woke up in a panic I had once again another bad dream. I felt someone holding me and got scared. It was just Dream but I couldn't deal with the feelings of someone else's hands on me. I managed to get out of his tight grip without waking him up. I grabbed my phone and checked the time. It was four in morning, so I just decided to take a shower. There was no point in going back to sleep plus the dream really freaked me out. I hoped in the shower making the water as hot as I could. I stepped in and felt the water sting my body. After I got done, I brushed my teeth and brushed my hair. I walked back into the room and seen Dream still asleep. I turned on the tv and started watching it but was so lost in my thoughts I didn't noticed Dream was waking up. 

" Why are you already awake?" Dream asked me startling me out of my thoughts. 

" I don't know. I just woke up and couldn't get back to sleep." It wasn't all a lie. He just nodded and cuddled up close to me. I held him and brushed my hands through his hair which was slightly knotted up. 

" Did you shower?" He asked and I just nodded. He stood up and walked to the bathroom. I watched him close the door. I noticed he didn't lock it which made me smile a bit. He walked back out got back in bed. I checked my phone to see it was already nine in the morning. I must have been in my thoughts for longer than I knew. Dreams mom walked in to let us know breakfast was ready, but I really wasn't hungry. That is one thing I hate about here.

After we finished eating, I put my plate in the sink and went to the bathroom and threw it back up. Dream was talking to his parents, so I knew I had the chance to purge it back up. I brushed my teeth again and drank a bunch of water. I felt really weak, but I didn't care. I walked out of the bathroom and sat on the bed. Dream walked in and sat down beside me. I was looking at my phone and looked up at him. 

" When do you want to go back to your house?" He asked placing his hand on my knee. 

" We can go ahead and go." I didn't care when we go, I just wanted to get this over with.

" You sure?" He asked me in a caring voice. I just nodded and stood up. We walked downstairs and I went to put my shoes on. I heard him telling his parents what we were doing. Dream walked out the door with me following. We went to the car and the ride was silent. I didn't feel like talking. Dream put his hand on my thigh and left it there only this time I never messed with his rings or anything. I kept my hands in my hoodie pockets. We pulled up to my house and I felt my breathing hitch.

" You okay?" He asked me sweetly I just nodded. We walked inside and I was immediately met with a pool of dried-up blood from my last beating.

" I-is that..." I walked away before Dream could finish his sentence and walked to my room. I grabbed some of my bags and put a bunch of stuff in it. Dream walked in and leaned against the door frame looking at me. I refused to make eye contact because I didn't want to see the look on his face. I didn't own much so I zipped up the bags. Dream walked over and grabbed them as I grabbed the backpack. We started walking away when I thought of something.

" I'll be right back." I told him and he looked at me and nodded. I walked into my mom's room and found some of her weed and stuffed it in my bag. As I was walking out of the room, I remembered something. I walked over to my mom's dresser and opened the bottom drawer and grabbed a photo album and my dad's old journal. I walked back out there and seen Dream standing there. 

" Ready to go?" He asked as he placed a hand on my back. I just nodded and walked out the door. The ride back home was just the same. When we got back, I seen Dreams mom making lunch. She walked over to us and hugged me when she let me go, I walked upstairs. Dream soon came in as well. I looked over at him and then back at the floor. I was sitting on his gaming chair and only thought of one thing.