[tw: panic attack]
"dani!"
y/n ran to her girlfriend and hug hugged her tight. she had been waiting all day for her to come back from work.
"hey.. not right now, okay?" danielle mumbled softly as she gently pushed her girlfriend away from her.
y/n stared as danielle walked away from her and set her things down on the kitchen table. tears began to build up in her eyes, but she pushed then back and chased after her girlfriend.
"dani, what's wrong?" y/n asked, gently touching her shoulder.
she was met with a small mutter of "nothing" as danielle walked away again and shrugged y/n's hand off her shoulder.
after a few moments of her mind racing back and forth, y/n's sadness turned to anger. she had been waiting all day to see her girlfriend and now that she's home, she doesn't want to talk to her.
y/n let out a deep breath and walked towards their bedroom, slamming the door behind her. as soon as the door closed she could feel the tears streaming down her face and all the emotions inside her fighting to come out. she swifty turned around and locked the door, not wanting danielle to come in.
the moment the situation truly hit her, y/n fell to the floor and cried in a bundle of sobs and sniffles. she felt a wave of panic and anxiety rush over her mind as her brain created dark thoughts in her head.
maybe she doesn't love me anymore?
no, you're being stupid. you're overeacting and what you're doing is wrong.
more tears and muffled screams emitted from y/n's body as she curled into an even tigher ball.
why are you thinking like this? why are you like this? you don't deserve her in the first place.
20 minutes had passed before y/n realised danielle was hovered over her body with tears in her eyes.
looking up at her, y/n began to feel embarrased and the more she focused, the harder it became to breathe.
"shhh, baby, you're okay, you're okay." danielle whispered as she picked y/n up and set her on the bed.
"i'm here, it's okay, just breathe."
danielle wrapped her arms around y/n and held her close, rubbing her back and whispering in her ear.
y/n could feel her breathing slow as danielle held her tight and she opened her eyes to look at her.
"i'm so sorry." y/n whispered.
"no, baby, i'm sorry. i had a bad day at work and i took it out on you." danielle replied. she hated it when y/n felt bad for something she didn't need to.
"but i-" y/n took a deep breath and wrapped her arms around danielle. "i was the one who.. who overeacted. it's not your fault."
"it's not your fault either."
danielle lifted y/n to a sitting position and looked her in the eyes.
"never say sorry for something you can't help. i love you just the way you are and you don't need to apologise for it." she cupped y/n cheeks and kissed her softly, tasting the salt from her tears on her lips.
y/n kissed her back as she moved to straddle danielle's lap. she pushed her self against danielle's chest, deepening the kiss and feeling the heat and intensity rise between the two of them.
danielle pulled away and gave y/n a kiss on the cheek.
"i love you, y/n. i always will."
y/n smiled as she hugged her tigher and sighed.
"i love you too."
