Y/N stuck her head out of Felix's door and called me into his room. My shoulder brushed hers as I entered the bedroom, and my heart sped up. I couldn't ignore my feelings anymore. I was in love with Y/N.
She and Seungmin left the room, walking past me. Seungmin gave Lix a thumbs-up before closing the door.
Felix was sitting on his bed, he looked like he had been crying. "Are you okay?" I asked while sitting down next to him.
I was still mad at him for dating or at least liking Y/N even though he knew how much she meant to me. But I couldn't be mad at Felix when he was staring at me like he was about to burst into tears.
He nodded. "I just want to tell you something." He said, looking at the floor nervously.
I swore if he was going to say he liked Y/N I would cry. I couldn't lose her. But I wouldn't want to get in the way of their relationship. I would rather her be happy with Felix than be miserable with me.
I sighed, putting on a fake smile. "Yeah, of course. What is it?" I asked.
"Will you promise not to hate me?" He said softly, locking eyes with me after having a staring contest with the ground.
"Why would I hate you?" He was dating Y/N. He had to be dating Y/N. Nothing else could make me hate him.
"I don't know... it's just that I'm..." he paused, looking down at his hands. I took them in mine as a tear fell from his cheek.
Of course, Felix was dating Y/N. Of course, the universe hated me enough to have one of my best friends fall in love with my crush.
"Sorry," he apologized quietly as he removed his hand from my grasp and wiped away one of his tears.
"You don't need to be sorry, it's okay to cry." I said, trying to hide my annoyance. Yeah, I felt bad. But telling someone you like their crush shouldn't be too hard.
Felix nodded slowly and took a deep breath. "I'm-"
I cut him off. "If you're dating Y/N, just say it. I'll get over her." I snapped, failing to cover my anger.
His eyes widened at my interruption. "Wha-" he stared at me. "I'm not dating Y/N! It's quite the opposite, actually." He laughed to himself.
He wasn't dating Y/N? "You aren't?!" I stammered in disbelief. He laughed and nodded. "What do you mean it's actually the opposite of that?"
He halted his laughter. "Oh.... That...." He rubbed the back of his neck and looked back at the floor. "Yeah.... So...... uhhhh... I'm gay." His eyes gradually found mine, they were full of fear and hope.
"But you kissed Y/N! I thought for sure you liked her!" I shouted, still surprised by the newfound information.
"And you kissed Seungmin! But you still like Y/N!" He retaliated, laughing again.
"Okay, he kissed me! I had nothing to do with that!" I defended, raising my hands in front of me. "But in all seriousness, thanks for telling me. I guess I was just too jealous to realize. Sorry for all that by the way. Now that I'm thinking about it, you being gay makes so much more sense than whatever I had tricked my brain into thinking was reality." Felix was visibly relieved by my reaction.
"Now I gotta tell the others." He said, looking at the door.
"They'll support you! I'm sure of it." I reassured him with a smile.
"But what if they don't?" Another tear fell from his face.
"Hey, don't cry! Everything will be okay!" I practically threw myself at him. "You're going to make me cry." I chucked as tears gathered in my eyes.
He collected himself and struggled out of my grip. "I'm ready." He said as calmly as he could.
"But what if I'm not?" I said jokingly, wiping at my eyes.
"You're not the one who's about to come out to five people at once." He rolled his eyes teasingly and stood up, headed for the door.
I reluctantly trudged behind him. We were met with the other members piled on the couch. Jisung and Chan were asleep in the mess of bodies. I sniffled and rubbed Felix's arm in an attempt to comfort him, and maybe myself.
He closed his eyes and sighed. I knew he could do it.
A/N THIS STORY IS FICTION IN NO WAY ARE WE SAYING THAT ANY OF THE MEMBERS ARE GAY OR IN RELATIONSHIPS IN REAL LIFE THIS IS ONLY FOR THE PLOT OF THE STORY
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