Love Perfume

It's lovley to meet you Fra-

"I Francesca Maria Allard, promise you that I will forever support, respect and love you. And if life ever comes crashing down at you, I will be there for every second of it trying to get the weight of it away from you." FUCK I HATE THIS. Why do I - a totally normal , friendly and respected young woman need to write these stupid wedding vows. Ahm.. When I think of the sentence I just said in my head, I have a little laugh because, for one I am definitely not respected. I mean my own best friend is forcefully making me write those vows even though she knows I'll never use them. And I'm not really friendly.. It's not like I don't try to be it's just so difficult to be nice when everybody around you is acting either immature or just completely dumb. And if anything I'm not normal. My family is the biggest french mafia and as I said it's anything but normal.

"Awww that is amazing but it would be even better if you put some emotion in it" My dear best friend says snapping me out of my thoughts. Ella Raynott. The popular girl. Cheerleader, perfect grade student and the best best friend you could have.

"Ella look, we are 18. The only relationships that I have with men right now is the ones I have with Éliot, Théo and papa. We have sooo much time and I don't even know if I would want to get married when I'll have somebody that I'll love. If I'll even ever have somebody that I'll love and they'll love me back." I said with a little bitter taste because she is really hyper about weddings and has been planing mine and hers since we were like 10.

"Franchie of course there will be a soul that will love you to the moon and back and when that will happened you'll want to get married. Then you'll beg me to help you with vows" She said concerningly calm.

"And if and when that happens you will be there and help me, because you are the best best friend anybody could have" I said that with confidence, because I know my best friend and I know she would do that for me.. even though she probably wont't have to.

"Of course I would be there babe you know I would. Also Théo totally has a crush on you so in the worse case scenario you can just marry him." She said.

"No Ella, no." It's such a no I can't even express what kind of a no it is "You know he is like a brother to me. There is no way we could ever be together" When I think about him in that way I feel disgust. He is really really handsome I guess.. Those abs and his back could cost me my reputation but I just can't. I could never. I mean he has seen me running around his backyard naked when I was 4 and I've seen him making out with litteraly hundreds of women.

"Ahh come on. I just know you two will get together" She said and took a sip of soda looking at me like she's smiling but also like she's a bit angry at me. It was just getting slightly uncomfortable but funny at the same time, when my phone rang.

UN IDIOT was written on the screen. I heasitated before picking up. "Quoi?" (what) I said annoyed and when I didn't get a response I repeated myself.

"il n'est que 10 heures de l'après-midi et tu es déjà têtu" (It's only 10 pm and you're already stubborn) my dear brother said.

"Éliot arrête le drame et dis moi ce qui se passe" (Éliot stop with the drama and tell me what's up) I said irritated "papa veut que tu rentres à la maison, c'est pour les affaires" (Dad wants you to come home, it's about business) His voice was now serious and deep. "bon j'arrive" (Fine I'm coming) I told him and ended the phone call.

"Sorry El but I've got to go home, papa says it's urgent" I tell Ella and stand up from the floor. "Ok but call me Franchie I'm not done discusing Théo and his hot body with you" She giggles. I just put on my shoes and leave.

The drive home was AMAZING. Driving really excites me. It's like I'm on a roller coaster but add music and being in control. I love cars and at the moment I have an obsession with my beautiful Audi R8. It's matt black and it has 5.2 L V10 FSI engine. Just amazing.