The next day i woke up and kai was holding me tight asf to the point i could barely move "kai let go" i said in a bad mood cause i was always grouchy when i wake up "no just 5 more minutes" he said in his sleepy voice which was deep then after fighting his hold of me off i finally got up cause i had bad morning breath and as i was looking in his cabinets in the bathroom for toothbrush which he didn't have i felt his arms hug my waist and then rocked me back and forth "ima go home but i'll come back later" i said truthfully "ok but give me a kiss first" he said then i ducked it "no cause my breath stinks" i said moving away "i don't care now kiss me" he said so then i did and after i got my keys and walked upstairs then drove home.
after i had told maya everything and did my routine me and maya were bored so we went live together while music was blasting in the background then we was just talking and laughing until 'i'm looking for the hoes by sexyy red' came on so you know i had to twerk to it and while i was twerking amaya was hyping me up and smacking my ass.
it was now 5pm so i went back to kai's house and i told him i was coming but he just left me on read then i knocked on the door and fanum answered "hey" i said and all he said was good luck which made me confused so i went down to kai's room and he just looked at me angry "why tf were you on live twerking" he said yelling at me and i was sensitive so this wasn't gonna end well "i'm sorry" i said softly "you know what your friends are a bad influence on our relationship" he said pointing at me then my eyes started to water and then his face softened up "baby i'm sorry i didn't mean-" he said but i cut him off "no you're right" i said lowly and my voice cracking i didn't understand why were we already having problems on the first day but it was kind of my fault. everytime i get sad like this i always think about bad times like about what happened with my dad.
- flashback - ⚠️ TW: ABUSE⚠️
It was 2017 i was 15 and it was summer night in new york so i was outside with my friends then at about 8pm i came back inside for dinner but when i came in something was off i knew my parents were always arguing but never divorced cause they don't have the money so i heard my dad shouting at my mom in the living room and my older brother was still outside but then it went quiet and my brother finally came outside and i was still standing by the door and from the door you can't see the living room or the kitchen "what's going on" my brother whispered to me but i just shrugged so he held my hand and took me to the living room where we saw our mom lying there and blood on the lamp he hit her with "kids go to your rooms now" he yelled at us "wtf did u do" my brother said yelling and i started crying "don't talk to me like that" he yelled getting in my brothers face "nigga stfu your a fucking low life father i don't even know why mom got with yo bum ass in the first place" my brother yelled back "you know what get out now and don't come back until tomorrow morning" he yelled kicking us out so with that my brother grabbed my hand and we left so we walked all the way to his friends house which was 10 blocks away but i will never forget that night.
- flashback over -
i left kai's house because my everything just overwhelmed me and i couldn't do it but we had an understanding about it so we're fine now then i decided to go on stream and play some scary games "alright chat" i said sounding hype as i turned off my starting music.
after i got off stream i saw that kai texted me and asked me to facetime and i said yes so i called him and when he answered he was in his room.
"heyyy" kai said in a girly tome which made me laugh "heyy" i said smiling "so tomorrow i was wondering if you wanted to collab" he said "yeaaa" i said excitedly then it went quiet for a while then he looked focused on something which made me laugh so i took a screenshot "ariaaaaaa" he dragged yelling which made me laugh even harder "can i post it on my close friends" i said "fineee" he said sounding annoyed.
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i let kai watch me do my skincare and he couldn't stop taking screenshots of me "enough" i yelled at him sounding like a mom "yes ma'am" he said which made me laugh and blush at the same time "so i was thinking on stream tomorrow we could maybe have a muckbang at the beginning of the stream" he said "alright but what are gonna eat" i asked "ummm you want wing stop?" he asked i learned last week that was his favorite restaurant "yea im down" i said "alright cool but we have to do it at 5 cause i got a amp shoot tomorrow" he said "ok that's fine" i said "alright i'll talk to u tomorrow goodnight" he said "goodnight kai" i said ending the call then i turned on the shower and finished doing my night routine.
i was now in bed just scrolling on tiktok and then i get call from my manager and i think to myself why is she callin me at 2am and i don't even like her cause she always be on dick but i answered "hello" i said already sounding annoyed "ok i know it's late but i just wanted to talk to you about something" she said pausing "ok so tomorrow you have a shoot at 10am so u better go to sleep now and tomorrow you also have to promote the company 'spider' they sell hoodies and sweats but after you can keep them and umm oh yea soon you have to do an irl stream in jamaica" she said "ok but one question why jamaica" i said not really wanting to go that far "cause your fans wanna see you travel to a different country and plus that's your culture and you'll be leaving next week" she said informing me "ok thank u bye" i said hanging up then i put my phone down to go to sleep.
soo what did y'all thinkkk and im sorry i havent been uploading that much but i'm trying.
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