request. : Can I request a chapter where the boys convince the reader to get her ears pierced and she cries bc she's anxious when it happens and one of the boys has her sit on their lap when it's happening and help her calm down. You don't have to but i think it would be super cute
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g. : fluff ; modern au ; muggle au ; tattoo artist james ; tattoo artist sirius ; piercer remus ; comfort ; sitting in sirius's lap ; slight panic attack - not explicit ; fear of needles
length : 1.9k
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"Did you mean it?" You ask in a soft voice as Remus swivels in his tech chair to pay you his full attention, one brow raising up at the sight of your fingers gently pinching your ear lobes.
"Did I mean what, dove?" He asks in his usual warm tone, tilting his head back to stare up at you from his seat.
"That I would look cute with ear piercings..."
Remus laughs because how cute can you get? Especially with that curious look in your doe eyes. Reaching out his big hands, he pulls you onto his thigh and holds you close, staring down with his loving brown eyes to reassure you of any insecurities he suspects might arise.
Somehow, Remus always knew what path your thoughts could potentially take. You felt like an open book to him, cradled in his large hands, stable and loving; ready to explore your pages with the simple intent to understand you further, as he's already done with the few pages you've allowed him to read in your past. To you, Remus is safety, comfort and boundless warmth, not from the sun but from a thick blanket, reassuring and all encompassing, devoted to only keeping you warm — safe, happy and secure.
"Yes, I meant it," Remus whispers as he fixes the collar of your shirt, ever the habitual perfectionist, "why?" His gaze lifts and you're lost in his honey-chocolate pools once more, "are you thinking of getting your ears pierced?" you don't know if the lilt in his tone is to tease or a growing excitement for your potential inclination — he may have the honour of giving you your first piercing.
"Maybe..." he can tell from the slight hesitancy in your diction that you weren't 100% sold on the idea, which brings about his own worries.
"You don't need a piercing to be cute you know," Remus mutters the sentiment into your temple before pressing a kiss into your skin, "you're plenty cute as is..."
"It's not that," the shaky breath you exhale is all too familiar to the brunette and he instantly knows your exact reasoning, he still lets you speak the words yourself, however, somewhat enjoying the show you unintentionally play out before him. It's another cute display, one that rivals whenever he sees you eating something delicious, and can't control your expression or when you get excited over something and hop in place while doing tiny claps, "I'm still kinda scared of needles..."
The shame that crosses your face tugs at Remus's heart and he puts a stop to it immediately. Holding your chin between his pointer finger and thumb he directs your stare to meet his own, "don't feel ashamed of that, sweetheart. Being afraid is normal and, in some instances, keeps people alive and safe. It's unfortunate but fear led you to the boys and me," he hates to remind you of that fateful night but— "and now I don't think we can live without you," the two of you share a laugh at that.
The boys were truly grateful to you for many things. You may not know it but whenever angry, sad or stressed all they had to do was look at you, see your smiling face, hear your twinkling laugh and bask in the brightness you exude just to feel right again. You bring about an equilibrium that they are so often tipped off of, never totally right or sane when you are gone too long.
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