Will You Still Love Me? (an HP Fanfic)

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A/N to my Indonesian wattpad readers, I post my original story @suhaa_alhasnah it's all in Indonesian. Please read and follow me.

Cundrie bit the top of her quill as she tossed her crumpled parchment paper away. She moved her feet up and down, feeling butterflies in her stomach. Cundrie shook her head as she dipped her quill in ink, determined to write again.

Mother, Father, I have news that I feel I need to let you know. I no longer want to keep you in the dark. I've been unhappy before but knowing this has made me happier than ever and I want to share this with you. I am pansexual bigender. I like girls, only not exclusively as I like people regardless of gender. I am not a boy, I am a girl but I am not just a girl, I'm nonbinary too and I use she/they pronouns, you may refer to me as both your daughter and your child. I don't want to be called 'Percival' anymore, but rather 'Cundrie'. I am not sorry for what I am. I love you and I hope this revelation does not change how you view me as your child.

Cundrie reads over the note, reciting it over and over in their head. They even went as far as mouthing each word to practise saying it, they figure giving the note to their parents won't end up well. They may have to explain how their parents should use their new pronouns correctly, which they'll do if it comes down to it. Cundrie hopes that it comes down to it.

Good thing Cundrie is already promoted to Junior Secretary For the Minister, she can get the money for transition herself if she gets disowned. She'll also have to tell her parents that. That she's trans, that she's been promoted in her job, that she's going to start transition, and that she's moving out.

Cundrie opens their bedroom door and steps out of their room. Cundrie placed their hand on the railing of the stairs and descended the stairs, knowing it was dinnertime. Maybe they should come out all at once, not just to their parents but also to their other siblings all at once. Pull out the bandage quickly. Cundrie took a seat, not looking at anything else but their empty plate.

"Percy, why don't you eat?" Molly asked. Cundrie looked up, bright blue eyes locked with curious hazel ones. "Aren't you hungry?"

"I have something to say to everyone at this table," Cundrie started. Here she goes. She can see Fred and George rolling their eyes already, but she ignored them. "I need to let you know something about me that you previously might not know. I do this because I no longer want to keep you in the dark and I want to let you know about this piece of information about me that are an integral part of my being."

"Can we just get to it?" George cuts. Molly hushed him and Cundrie shifted in their seat.

"Sure-" Cundrie coughed. "I'm pansexual bigender. I like people regardless of gender and I am not a boy."

"You are- what?" Arthur furrowed his brows. "What do you mean?"

"I mean I'm never actually a boy," Cundrie repeated. "I'm a girl but I'm not only a girl, I'm also nonbinary. Hence the identity bigender, I use the pronouns she/they. I also like girls, but I don't like girls exclusively. I like people regardless of gender."

"Percy," Molly intervenes. "Are you being serious or is this some sick joke? Coming out is not a joking matter."

"I'm serious," Cundrie answered. "And I don't need your approval. I've been promoted as Junior Secretary For the Minister to fund my transition."

"Who says you need our approval?" Arthur asked. "Thank you for letting us know about this. I might mess up with 'they' pronouns but I will try."

"You don't mind?"

"Percy- I mean Cundrie- you don't need our approval to be your authentic self," Molly speaks out, gaining the attention of the children. "I can't guarantee I'll never misgender you but will you remind me when I do? I don't fully understand 'they/them' pronouns too but I hope you'll be patient and help me."

"Of course. Mother, Father, thank you for the support. It means a lot to me-" Cundrie grinned. Looking up their siblings, Cundrie asked, "guys?"

"I don't care who you choose to date," Fred shook his head. "You have my full support."

"Me too-" George nodded.

"So do I," Ron said.

"Yup-" Ginny nodded. Cundrie sighed in relief, sitting down her chair.

"Let's dig in."