I sit in math class on my phone since we didn't have any work to do because it was the last week of school and Im so ready to be out this hell hole.
I look up at the classroom as I see everybody on there phones as well and the teacher on the phone with someone.
" kanyri the principal would like to see u in the office, she said someone is there to talk to u." I hear the teacher say.
I got up quickly and walked to the office nervously and hastily, I walk into the office and see my mom and step dad sitting in the office with pouts on there faces.
" Hey kanyri, hoe are you" the principal said, I sat down looking confused " hey Dr.Christian, I'm good... what's goin on".
" Your mom and dad would like to speak to u in private so I will be leaving to let y'all chat up!." She said calmly as I watched her get up and walk out of her office closing the door.
" what's goin on ma.." I questioned her as she sat there with tears running down her eyes.
" Mama wats goin on" I started to tear up and started panicking. " baby .... m... your grandmother died."............
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It was pure silence in the room as I felt my self falling down to the ground screaming and crying because I couldn't believe she was gone so soon.
Have you ever had a loved one that u didn't get to say goodbye to and it made u feel weird inside once they we're gone?? Yea me too.
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It had been 6 weeks since I last spoke to chi nem and it was kinda hard to do, I really needed to be spaced out from everyone and everybody. But luckily my graduation was coming up soon so that's good. 😕
I lay down in my bed as I watched euphoria and suddenly I got a message from chi, it was even more harder to text him back because I always text him back when he texts.
I went to the messages and start typing so he wouldn't think I was dead or anything, idk why he would think that but you never know.
MyBear🧸🧸💕
" wassup wii u , why u ain't texting back..??"
" nothin I js been goin through some hard shii right now"
" wah happened mama"😟😟
" my grandmother died and it's kinda rough on me because she was special to me and I didn't even get to say goodbye"
" damn....u want me to come over and cuddle with you ..?"
" ......yes, I really need it right now"
" Igh, I'm otw ova now"
"ok bye💕"
" unt unt, that ain't how we end our texts, say I love u and never say bye."
" chi I don't feel like doing that right now"
" oh so youn love me no more"🥺
" I never said that.... I love u baby🫶🏾🫶🏾
