First Day Jitters

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Trigger Warnings: Self Harm, Scars, Hiding Injury, Blades,

General POV
The silver blades swipes through your skin. You exhale a sigh of relief. You have been waiting to do that so long, well really it had been 5 hours but still. You press the blade down on your thigh once again and count to three before swiping the blade. Suddenly an alarm on your phone goes off causing you to jump. You look up to see your phone on the counter. 'DON'T BE LATE FOR YOUR FIRST DAY'

"Shit!" You curse. You quickly throw the blade back into your metal container labeled 'first aid'. You then pull out your actual first aid kit and wrap gauze around your seven wounds.

You get up and run to your closet to put on the outfit you had laid out the previous day  morning, a navy blue blouse (long sleeve of course) with black jeans and some black army boots. Paired with your necklace that had half of the ying yang sign on it. The necklace with with the other half belonged to your best friend, Matthew, or as you call him Mattie. The necklace had his name engraved onto the back while his had your name on the back of his. You walk to your dresser and start on your hair. You have black/brunette hair with blue ends. You brush through it and put it in a ponytail with some strings of hair out.

"Good enough"

You grabbed your go-bag as well as your day-to-day bookbag.

Walking out your room your met with your 3 dogs, a black husky named Nyx, a white samoyed named Ghost. And lastly a little hot dog dog (dushound) named Pumpkin. Along with your 14 year old daughter, Ivy Marie y/l/n.

"Aww y/n! You look so good.
"Thanks Ivy. Do you have your bookbag?" I asked walking towards the kitchen.
"Yep"
"Folders and binders?"
"In the bookbag."
"Lunch?"
"Done." She said pulling out her phone.
"Wallet?"
"Y/n!
"Okay okay okay!" I said, putting my hands up in defense. I grabbed my keys and turned to Ivy, who was deep in a text.
"Phone?"
"Oh no, I think I forgot that one." She replied sarcastically. I smiled then gave her a kiss on her forehead.

"How are you getting to school sweet girl?"
"Mattie is driving me, remember."
"Right!" You said walking towards the door. "Don't forget to take the dogs out, baby."
"Got it! Bye y/n, love you!"
"Love you Ivy."

You run down the stairs of your apartment to the parking garage. You decided to be a tad bit less gay by driving your  SUV instead of your motorcycle. When you got in the car you checked the time: 7: 35. You let out a side of relief. '25 minutes to spare'. You thought about stopping by a local Starbucks but you quickly discarded that thought, thinking about how long it takes you to figure out what drink you want. Putting the car in drive you head to the BAU for your first day.

Emily Prentiss POV
"Agent y/l/n, nice to meet you." I greet the young person that walked through my office door. I stick my hand out to shake. I subconsciously run my eyes over their figure. 'God their beautiful.' I think before I can stop myself. 'And they are also a agent you will be working with that probably isn't even gay.' I scold myself. Shaking my head slightly I addressed them to the chair in front of my desk.

"Sit, please." I say. They reply with a small smile and walks over to the chair. I walk over to my desk sitting down, pulling out their file.

"You have quite the record Y/n Y/l/n. Finished primary school at 8, middle at 11, and high school at 13." I said. My eyes flick from their file to their face which owed a small smile. "You finished college at age 16 with a Ph.D in mathematics and one in psychology. You then took a break I'm guessing because their is a gap but after you moved on to the F.B.I. Academy at 19, somehow. Last time I checked you have to be at least 23 to apply." I said with a brow raised.

"A friend of mine knows the director" They said, running their tongue over their teeth. Still maintaining the sweet smile.

"Ah. Ok then, well you finished the academy at 23 and here we are today." I finished. I closed the file and looked them in the eye.

"You are a very smart person, Y/n and if you ask me I do believe you will be a wonderful asset to our team." After I said that the smile on their face got even bigger, exposing their dimples and I could have died right then and there.

"Thank you Ma'am." Just then Agent Anderson came in with their badge and gun.

"Thank you." Y/n said. Taking the gun and badge. When Anderson turned to leave left I called out to him, asking about the case I needed. When I looked back at Y/n they were staring at the gun, their mind clearly far off.

Y/n POV
'Do it! Do it! Do it!' The voices screamed in my head as I stared at the gun in my hand. Damn it! I should have known that this would happen.
"Y/n?" A voice said pulling me out of my head. I looked up to see a very concerned face. "Are you ok?"

"Yeah, yeah. I'm fine. Sorry bout that." I said, standing and putting my gun on my side and my badge in my back pocket. Emily stood and walked over to the door. Through the blinds I saw 6 people staring at her office. They all quickly ran to their desks when they saw Emily open her door.

"Welcome to the BAU, Agent Y/l/n."


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A/N
Hey loves. This is my first time writing a story on here. Please review and tell me what you think. Also a couple questions, if you have or have a friend who has a non binary parents what do you call them? I had Ivy call you by just your first name but I don't know if that's right. Also this is what your hair looks like

My hair looks like this just it has pansexual flag colors inside of blue

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My hair looks like this just it has pansexual flag colors inside of blue. 💖💛💙

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