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We both lay there staring at each other. I froze. What just happened? This was so wrong and could never work I mean he bullied me hurt me I could never forgive him could i?
Harry still laid on top of me just as shocked as I was not knowing what to do next.
"shit summer I am so sorry I didn't know...." harry looked away from me.
"okay that was weird" I mean harry was fricking HOT and had been nice to me for the last past days but I knew that wouldn't last, he was probably trying to use me for Sex or something. OMG I had been so stupid, why did he have to move across from me? Why did my mum let him stay here? And in my room errrr I was so stupid he was probably trying to hurt me emotionally and not physically anymore. Why did I have to listen to him when he was telling me how sorry he was.
Harry had started looking at me again "I guess.... I couldn't help my self, you are so beautiful" he said whilst leaning in for another kiss.
I couldn't help it I started laughing he was either joking or seeing how far he could get with me. He could never love me, nobody could.
"what" harry asked confused. Seriously was he know playing dumb or something.
"you think you could get any girl to sleep with you, by saying that" I asked
"well... I guess it's worked so far... Well until know..." harry trailed of biting his lip and looking down at me with those eyes ummm ugrrr snap out of it summer he's a player. But he's so fit. Exactly he could have any girl he want, he would never love you.
"you gonna get of me know you've had your fun" I said pointing out that he was still on top of me and was getting uncomfortable.
"wow seriously, you rejecting me" harry said looking serious. Don't fall for it summer he's messing with you.
I pushed his chest laughing as I did so. "harry, I'm not like all the other girl who just sleep around with every jerk they see" I said more smiling, but meaning every word I said and went upstairs to my room.
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Harrys POV
I sat there not knowing what to do, I kept thinking about what she said, she was right I did just want to fuck her, but not like with the other girl. No I didn't want to just "fuck her" I wanted to make love to her, feel her skin again, mine properly I wanted to taste her i wanted to make her fell things she has never felt before, I wanted her more than I have ever wanted anyone else before, I wanted to protect her, hold her i wanted her to be mine.
I put my head into my hand. She could never love me after I had done all that stuff to her, I never had a chance with her, I knew since the day I had seen her she would never look at me like I looked at her, that's why I hurt her, I turned all my love for her into hate. What was I thinking. I stood up and went upto her room. Well I had nothing else to lose, I needed her to be mine. I opened the door, she was in bed with the covers pulled over her head, i lifted the covers up and slid in next to her, wrapping my hands around her waist. "harry" summer said sounding confused.
"your mine" I told her, closing my eyes and fell asleep.
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Your mine
What I wasn't anyone's especially not his.
I layed there unable to get out of harrys arms, those two words where going through my head, what did he mean he didn't want me, why would he want me. How could he do that play me along did he think I was so stupid, he didn't like me, he never has done. I closed my eyes trying to forget everything, I could feel harrys body behind he, he was warm and it felt kinda good, urgg this was so annoying we wasn't even friends.
Some how I managed to fall asleep that night.
A/N
Yeah I know this chapter wasn't very good but oh well
Sorry I haven't updated in a while been busy
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