I Thought... | JAEMLE |

Chapter 1

Note : I'm writing this story for fun and because I love Chenle so I might write other Chenle pairings later on, this is purely fanfiction, from my imaginations, nothing here is real apart their names, everything are purely fictional. Please note that my english is not perfect, any errors might be visible here and there so please bear with me. Please take note that I won't have a schedule on what day or when to post since I'm also a working person. This is written purely to entertain, I'm not a writer.
don't like, don't read. Enjoy ^^

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"So guys this year's vacation where are we going? And no Jeno and Renjun both of you have no say this time because you both chose for last year's destination" Renjun pouted, Jeno gave him a hug and a kiss on his forehead which didn't go unnoticed by 2 of their friends

"This year let Chenle choose" Chenle's eyes widened with what their appointed leader Mark just said, they chose him as the leader since he is the oldest in the group no special reason but in Chenle's opinion if he could choose who the leader would be, he would choose their youngest Jisung, not because he is Chenle's bestfriend but because he's calm and the most matured out of all of them and he's not saying it lightly since he knows that he could be childish himself

"Me? Are you sure?" Jaemin diverted his attention to Chenle who's speaking now to avoid Jeno and Renjun's sweetness to each other

"Lele why don't you accept hyung's proposal, I mean all of us already chose at least once but you never did, you always let us choose" Everyone nodded this time, Chenle always let his friends choose, he doesn't really care where they go as long as he is with them and he sees them happy

"Hmm, I don't really have a country in my mind now" Renjun stood up but got block by Haechan "Nope, you won't influence his decision" Then Haechan directly stared into Chenle's eyes "You need to choose here Lele before we leave each other, no one should influence your choice" Renjun slightly pushed Haechan and went back to Jeno's side

Jaemin swallowed and smiled bitterly after seeing how Jeno comforted Renjun

"Hmm I don't really have a place in mind.." Jisung cut him off to say something "Cheonllo" Chenle glared at Jisung for calling his name that way and the slightly younger man smiled cutely ignoring his bestfriend's reaction "You remember that place that you told me.." Before Jisung could finish his words he saw Chenle staring at him telling him with his eyes to watch his words "I mean that place where you went with your family when you were young?" Chenle released his breath "Yeah what's with it?" Jisung smiled but he knows that he will be scolded later by his bestfriend "Well you showed me photos when we were young and I remember the place looked peaceful and beautiful why not go there? You've been asking me to go with you but our schedules aren't matching" Chenle started thinking when Renjun objected "Haechan just said that we can't influence his choice and why aren't you saying something?" He directed his question to Haechan

"Well if I understood the place that Jisung proposed is where Chenle wanted to go for awhile now, it's not where Jisung wants to go" Renjun pouted again and Jaemin wanted to lowkey help Renjun even though he agrees with Haechan "Renjun is right it should be Chenle's choice even if Jisung only proposed it and that's one of Chenle's bucket list it's still Jisung who thought about it" Jisung wanted to defend himself but Chenle spoke first "At the end of the day it's my decision right? I'll choose the place and text you all later" He took his belongings and left followed by Jisung

"What was that?" Jeno questioned

"Nothing" Mark answered while Haechan feels his headache starting

"Next time stop taking sides and let things happen" Mark added before leaving, followed by Haechan

"Did I do something?" Jeno immediately gave a hug to his boyfriend "No babe, I don't think it's something serious" Jaemin took his things "See you guys when Chenle decided, don't think too much I'll have a talk with Chenle"

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"Hey, I'm sorry about earlier" Chenle is currently driving with Jisung next to him "Don't worry" Jisung still feels guilty, he thinks that he is the reason why their meeting ended that way "I shouldn't have mentioned anything"

"Look it's not your fault, whether I choose that place or not is none of their business, I was just pissed that Jaemin said those things" Jisung nodded "Not because you are my bestfriend that I'm on your side but Jaemin is seriously so oblivious and it frustrates me" Chenle shook his head "It's not his fault, it's not like I'm showing or told him my feelings" Jisung sigh "Yes you aren't saying anything but Chenle we aren't even the one you are having feelings for but we can feel and see it" Chenle didn't answer, he knows that his friends knows, Renjun is maybe the only oblivious one but he can't blame the guy, he also have his personal issues

"Lele why don't you?" Chenle knows what Jisung is asking "You know why, I don't even need to answer that" Jisung diverted and started focusing towards the road "I still think that you need to tell him whether he accepts it or not, so you can move on" Chenle knows but he also knows that it will be rejection and when that happens he needs to let go and he doesn't want to, he can't, not yet.

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Chenle is on his way home after dropping Jisung at his place when his phone started ringing, he didn't bother looking who the caller is since he is driving

"Hello?"

"Are you still out?" Chenle couldn't answer immediately when he realized who's voice it was "Are you there? Chenle?" Chenle nodded to encourage himself "Yes, sorry hyung I couldn't hear well earlier what's up? I'm still driving, I just dropped Jisungie at his place"

"Are you doing something later?" Chenle knows where this is going "Not really" He doesn't hear the man for a couple of seconds "Are you available to come at my place?" Chenle wants to refuse, he really doesn't want to see the other man, he's still pissed that he sided with Renjun though Chenle understands why, he loves Renjun too but in a platonic way

"Okay, give me 20 minutes gonna fetch something to eat" He only hear a simple OK before the call was cut

What are you doing to yourself? Chenle wanted to hit himself for not refusing Jaemin's invitation