Only Us (one shot collection)

Why?

Flashback early 2023

[From : Babe
BB do you have a time
Tomorrow?
Wanna go to cafe ?
I have something to tell ]

Becky who's busy reviewing her papers stopped when she heard the notification.

[To : Babe
Hmmm
Tomorrow?
Okay,
What time babe?
Can't tell me now? ]

[From : Babe
Yup,
At 3 or 4 maybe
How about that?
I can't~~]

[ To : Babe
3 then
I had appointment in the morning
Usual place?]

[From : Babe
Appointment for?
Yup, your favorite]

[To : Babe
My teeth
Hurt again ~~ T.T]

[From : Babe
Aaw poor my baby
Mumu
Want me to pick you up or we meet there? ]

[To : Babe
We can meet there
It's not far from the clinic tho]

[From : Babe
Okay
See you tomorrow Baby]

Becky been thinking to confess her feeling to Freen, but she doesn't know how or when, she keep showing her love for her, but she doesn't know what Freen's feeling about her, they keep calling their relationship as phi-nong but she can't, because she had a feeling for Freen since they meet for the first time and that feeling keep growing.

It's been two years that they know each other, and that's how long she keep her feelings. When Becky likes someone she will show it, like buying that someone everything they like or give everything they want, and she will do anything to be by her side and make them happy. That's what she do to her.

Becky can't focus on her papers, she take her phone and make a call.

"Hello"

"Fay help me" Becky said as soon as Fay answer the call

"What? "

"You know that I had crush on Freen right? "

"Yeah, ofc I know It's so obvious bec, and what about it? , don't tell me? "

"Yeah, I think I will confess to her"

"What!, Bec, you know, I mean I don't want you to get hurt, as your bestfriend I already told you right that she saw you as a sister only, and the fact that she's straight"

"I know Fay, I know but It's been hard for me to get hold on this feeling, so I can move on if it didn't end up well, you know right? I better love myself than get hurt"

"Yeah *sigh"

"You really think it will be bad Fay? "

"Frankly speaking yes Bec, but just like what you said, even though I against you will still do it, so just tell me where and when you gonna met her, I'll be there"

"Fay~~ it's okay"

"No, I won't come inside, I'll just waiting in parking lot, so when you get dumped we can go driving around and singing in the car, you can buy your own milk tea hahaha"

"Gosh you really are my bestfriend, the milk tea cafe we often go, at 3"

"Noted, glad I had morning class"

"See you tomorrow mate"

Becky back to finished her papers, she need to submit it before her class started.
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Her appointment finish earlier than she thought, Becky asked her driver to drive her to the cafe, she asked her driver to go back first, she text her mom that she will meet Freen at the cafe and maybe hanging out with Fay at night.

She took a seat beside the window. It's still 2.45 she ordered her favourite milk tea and a slice of cake while waiting she opened her phone to read some Twitter. It's 3.10 and Freen is not show up yet 'maybe traffic' she thought, usually Freen never makes her wait but she didn't told Freen that she been in cafe for few minutes.

*notification

[From : Fay
You really want to stay there? ]

Becky frown when she read her Bestfriend text.

[From : Fay
Look at the window
On your left]

Becky do as Fay said and she saw Freen's car, Freen come out from her car, but from her passenger side, Becky can't really saw who's driving Freen's car but she only saw the silhouette and that's a man. That man parked the car not far from the cafe like waiting?. But why? She thought.

Freen wearing a mask and a cap, walking inside the cafe with handsome style of her. Becky keep having uneasy feeling but she doesn't know why. Or she doesn't want to think that way first.

"You come early" Freen said while she seat in front of Becky.

"Yeah my appointment finish earlier than I thought, you are ordering anything? "

"I'm not in the mood for milk tea, I see you had your favourite here" Freen tease her with her gummy smile.

"I can order you a coffee if you want babe"

"It's okay nong, so how's your teeth? It looks swollen but you look cute "

"It's hurt, they said I need to take it out, maybe tomorrow, we still had a day off right"

"Aww poor you baby"

"So what do you want to talk babe? "

"Hmm Bec, you know I don't want to keep a secret from you, we always open to each other right"

"Yeah and~? "

"I have a boyfriend" Unconsciously Becky dropped the fork on her hand. She shocked, she don't know what to said. She can heard her heart shattered. It's hurt, hurt a lot.

"Bec, I'm so sorry that I just telling you, I need a time-"

"Who? "

"You know who he is" Freen doesn't know what to feel when she saw Becky reaction.

"So who? " Becky asked again, trying to composed herself.

"Seng"

"Aaah, okay, congratulations phi" She trying to hold her tears to fall.

"Thank you Bec, are you okay Bec? " Freen saw Becky eyes glistening.

Becky take all her things and go up from her seat "I forgot that Fay picking me up, I'll go first phi" She go out before her tears fall, she walked fast and go inside Fay car.

Freen shocked with the way Becky reacted, she tried to call her name but Becky didn't stop from walking away. With heavy heart she walking out from the cafe and going to her car. She saw Fay car already moved.

Inside Fay car Becky cried, all her tears flowing. Fay want to hug her but Becky said "can we go out of here Fay, please". Fay nodded and started her car.

They driving around before stopped by the park beside the river. Fay take a deep breath before she hugged her bestfriend, she can see how fragile Becky is, she looks strong outside but she is a child inside. It's Becky first ever heartbreak, Freen being the first person that she loved and break her heart at the same time.

Becky calm herself. She look outside the window, looking at the river, " Why him Fay? " She said while keep staring outside, "Why him and not me? " "I always treat her with love, am I not enough for her? " She keep saying with tears, "maybe if I'm more mature maybe she can saw me, it's my fault that I act like a kid, maybe she's tired taking care of me"

"No Bec, you act as your age, please don't blame yourself Bec" Fay take Becky to her arm, hugging her.

"Fay I want to go home" Becky said with soft voice.
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It's been a hard week for all of us,
I keep thinking should I finish this or publish this.
But after a two event they had, I make up my mind and I will be staying with them, and keep writing anything I had in mind.

I hope for anyone who stalk Freen and making her feeling unsafe in her own house go to hell!!