.... it hurts

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There it was the two most painful words... I'm taken. My heart felt like it had been shattered into a million pieces. I mean I was happy for her but it still hurts, I then ask myself how this happened.. But I'm not able to answer. I try and act as if nothing happened but deep down it hurts. I announced online that I'll be inactive for a bit because I didn't want to see her. She made a reply asking why and telling me I should stay. I lie and tell her I have to handle some stuff but, really I just needed space. My friend texts me and asked me what happened and I say I'm all good and she said 'no you aren't I love you though just let me know if you need anything' which I love my friend but I wish it was her saying it instead of my friend. At this point I just wanted to cry because I just realized that some of my best friends unfriended me. I just assumed it was because I'm a lesbian. I'm just at a low point right now. I wish I had someone to turn too but I push people away when they hurt me.

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