I need an real advice is being like generally depressed when you should be happy bad or can be a mental disorder for example:
I won a million billion carillon dollars and is happy and generally good mood then a voice just says who gives you the right to be happy and I thy to justify it by thinking I did this or I made that,that's why I should be happy then the voice says anyone can do that and to stop making excuses and then I become sad but know that I shouldn't then that makes me more sad to the point of bring angry and my mom try to cheer me up and I just blows her off and then I realized I hurt her feelings and then I becomes sad and that same fucking voice just say see you don't deserve to be happy or have even a good mom who is just care for you.
Then the rest of my day is ruin with this cycle repeating itself until I'm good again and happy about my carillion dallars.
Should I get help or ...what the heck naaa this is just who I am . I need wattpad coins 😫 and I know the three a day thing but be honest man I need more
Any way have a good day or night or whatever I don't really care ,maybe a little .
Byee
