It should be our 7th month together
but i don't know
if i really deserve you
i always makes you hurt
makes you feel the pain
makes you feel unloved
and worse, leave you alone
i feel like i make you hurts more than happy
i'm really sorry
that i didn't keep my promise
to always stay with you
but when you hurts
i feel bad
really bad until
i feel like
i need to distance myself from you
because i think
it will be better for you
rather than
you need to talk with me
i know i really fucked it up this time
but i really hope
August will not be our last month together
but if you feels like you're leaving
i won't force you to stay
i accept the consequences
for all my wrongdoings
i love you nur husnina
