CURSED

Accusations&Forgiveness

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Yusra's P.O.V:

"Do you want to know whom you killed"
Mamma questioned angrily staring at me.

I looked towards Mamma wondering whether she is in her senses.
'I killed someone. I dont even pluck flowers. I think even they have life'

Seeing my shocked face Mamma continued
"You killed Yumna"

"Yumna" i whispered softly.

And the gates of memories opened flooding my eyes.
How much i miss my dearest twin sister. It hurted that my mother is accusing me for her death.

Memory of the day which i had burrowed deep down ages ago, came flashing before my eyes like it was yesterday.

Flashback:
Two little girls probably at the age of 3 giggling while exiting their bedroom.

One of the little girl says "Yusra lets play hide and seek."
"Ok Yumna, but i will hide and you will search for me" replied the other little girl.

"If i will find you then i will hide and u will search" Yumna said to her sister.

And Yumna started counting numbers her cute face hidden behind her tiny fingers.
After Yumna finished counting, she screamed that she is coming.
Getting no reply she understood her sister is hidden.

Yumna knew where Yusra hides always,the cupboard under the stairs.
And she rushed towards the stairs. Losing her balance she rolled down the stairs with a scream and a loud Thud.

By the time Yusra retreived from her hiding Yumna's lifeless body soaked in blood was with her Baba.
Thats the last Yusra saw of Yumna.Her dearest twin sister.

"What happened to Yumna, was an accident" i reasoned.

" No, you killed my daughter" Mamma screamed.

"Yumna was my twin sister too. I love her and miss her too" i fought back.

Mamma cant accuse me for a death that too of my twin sister. She was my heart and i was only the body.

I will fight if i have to prove myself. And this was the first time i was fighting with Mamma, for 'Yumna'.

Mamma raised her finger at my face and screamed
"Yumna was my daughter and she was not your twin sister. Do you get it"

"Wh...What" i sluttered.

"Quite slow arent you Dr.Yusra" Mamma said tauntingly.
"I am not your mother never was and can never be" Mamma stated firmly.

" Please Mamma dont say this. Accuse me,hit me,do anything to me but please dont say that."

I was begging,crying at Mammas feet. She was not the best mother but, i had a mother. I cant lose her.

"So the great Yusra is begging to a human other than her lord" Mamma said venemously moving away from me.
"But the truth is i am not your mother.Your mother died at the time she gave birth to you. You killed her too"

Mamma informed me without looking at my face.
And then she turned.
" You killed your own mother Yusra" she screamed in my face.

I was not crying anymore, this woman whom i called Mamma. I loved her like my own mother though, she never returned is not my mother.
I was shocked.

"I should have rejected you at the very first time Yunus brought you to me. He pleaded and begged. That i should be your mother.
And you know what i asked in return"Mamma was narrating my story to me.

Another question the answer unknown to me.

"I made Yunus promise me that he will never interfere in any matter related to you. Never. And poor Yunus had to keep his promise"
Mamma laughed evilly again.

"Well its not my mistake Yusra.The problem is with you" Mamma said squatting besides me with fake sympathy.

"You are a curse Yusra the death angels follow you. First it was your mother and then you killed Yumna. And now it will be Shama"
Mamma screamed in my face and laughed at the last part.

I cant take it any more. I need some time alone
I decided to leave but i will surely give my mother a piece of my mind.
I stood up wiping my tears.
I went towards the door and turned to my mother.

"Jazakallah khair for being my mother. Alhumdulillah you decided for my life and i have already payed the price for your affection all through the years.
Now inshallah i'll be free in qiyamah.

What happened to Yumna and my mother was none of my mistake. It was Allahs will.

Khala's life is not in my hand either.

Lastly i will inshallah not yearn for love for i love my creator and he loves me back.

And for Suleman, i will one day prove his love to you."
I opened the door and before leaving i said the final statement collecting all the calmness in myself
" I forgive you Mamma though you married me to a man who is already married and i have no regret at your decision"
And i left the room.

I was blocked by someone. And when i looked up meeting those angry eyes i could only mutter
"Yousha"

I knew this is not gonna end good.

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What will Yousha do now???
Did Yousha heard it all???

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