I trust you

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Its been a month since all that drama happened but I always think about. I still have feelings for Tom I never got over him. But we havent spoken ever since that arguement. But I noticed hes stopped inviting girls over to his place. So that means I was the last girl he brought over. I usally see him looking at me in class but I try and get over him but I cant so I just use my imaignation and think he is. I keep getting sick and I dont know why, Its probably nothing maybe I just been bearly eating maybe? Tom has even gotten worser since I told him to leave me alone. I heard hes gotten involed with some drug dealers and criminals but theres nothing I can say or so about it.

TOMS POV.

It's been a month since I broke the only heart I ever liked or loved? I'M such an idiot I dont think she would ever want me after the dumb thing I did. Y/n doesnt know how hard ive been trying to change for her. When I first ever saw her I thought she was just another hoe but no she was much more than that and I see that now. I dont care if she hates me, she said prove ou like me and im still trying to do that but doesnt even look at me.

YOUR POV

I've been taking another way to school so I wouldnt have to walk past Tom's house. Because I just already know that Toms creepy ass friends will be around there. I was on my way home walking the way I've been walking for the last 3-4 weeks? I heard someone yell.

GIVE ME MY FUCKING TABCO YOU LITTLE CUNT!!! I heard and looked around then looked into a alley and saw the man pinning another person against the wall. The person against the wall screshed I dont have your fucking tabco cunt !!. And I swear that voice sounded like Tom's. Then the man punched Tom in the face twice and booted him in the stomach. Then Tom fell to the ground and the man spat on Tom you little gay boy and walked off.

TOM!?? I ran over to him and he looked up and smiled.

"Am I in heaven?" As he thought he acutally thought he was in heaven.

"NO." I rolled my eyes and his smile faded away. But anyways are you ok?

"Yes cause your here." He winked then, groaned fuck.

I frowned and said well thats what you get for stealing that mans tabco."Why do you even smoke."Its bad for you. When are you gonna notice that Tom?

"When are you gonna notice me y/n? As I helped him get up. I already toldd you T-T - I HAVE TO GO!" 

I ran and turned the corner and spued my whole guts out.

"Y/n?" I heard from behind me.

"Why did you f-fOLLOW me?" I wiped my mouth and rolled my eyes.

"Are you okay?" He said worriedly coming towards me and I step back yeah why wouldnt I be?" You cant go to school okay."You can come to mine ok please come with me.

He took his jersey off him and it on me. Why is he being so protective? Ew this jersey smells like smoke. I felt something in his pocket than grabbed it out. It was a pack of smokes and I waved it in his face, you see these I tossed them in the trash. Then he said thankyou it was hard for me to do that.

"What the hells happened to him!?

I took his jersey of and handed it to him im ok im not even cold. Then Tom put it back on me and said youre still coming around my house anyways and then we are gonna see if your pregnant or not. He shook his head looking pissed.

My eyes widened. As he said the P word.

Youve been sick every couple days this month and dont lie to me y/n i know. Dont think im not aware of these things. Plus we didnt use protection."Tom sighed his arm around me as we both walked to his house.

When we got to his house, he took me up to his bedroom and layed me down on his bed.

"Stay here. Ill be right back ok. He said while running out the room.

"Okay." I replied.

I looked around Toms room. WHAT!?!?Tom Kaulitz bad boy has a diarie even I dont have a diarie. So he is a little softy I smiled. Then Tom walked in, with something in his hand.

"Here." He handed me a pregenancy test.

"Its my moms she has tons cause she has heaps of different abusive boyfriends.

"Poor Tom now I know why he might be a bit like that and maybe thats what he was taught or something maybe?

I sighed then looked at him and grabbed it.

"Its fine just do what you gotta do and then tell me the results. Okay he nodded and rubbed my shoulder. I walked in the toliets and started shaking and wiped the test and without looking at it. I walked out nervous and I was shaking, of what might come up.

"What does it say?" Tom stood back with a concerd face.

"I haven't checked yet. I'm to scared." I looked down.

Tom walked over to me and hugged me and stroked my hair then we parted.

"Do you want me to check?" Yes I nodded.

Tom took the test from my hands and turned around then looked down at it then spun around to face me then he stared back down at the test then back at my face.

"What does it say?" I bit my lip and frowned my eyebrows.

He swallod, Y -y your pregnant." Tom dropped the test and hugged me and I bursted out with tears.

"I didnt know if they were tears of hapiness or sadness?

"Are you gonna keep it?" He asked as we stopped hugging.

"I dont know." I sighed wiping my face.

He touched my lips and then looked me in the eyes.

"It's up to you. Whatever decision you make ill be happy with as he nodded his head. But if you choose to keep it I promise ill change for you and the baby.

I smiled at toms choice of words." Tom why are you being so nice?" I asked.

"I like you, y/n." He smiled.

"I like you aswell, Tom. Aren't we going to fast? Tom shrugged and layed me on his bed and he layed next to me hugging me.

"Well if we want things to work than who cares about going to fast. H playfully touched my hair and kissed my forehead and sat up. Then stared at my tummy, then said can I?

I smiled and nodded.

"Hey baby I dont know if you can hear me but this is your daddy and I promise to change for you and your mommy. Daddys been a Bad boy and used to go out with a LOT of girls." He said making me burstout in laughter."But your moms different while touching my tummy I just stared at him and smiled.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHAHAHH did Tom really think that? Tom looked back up at me and said."If you do decide to keep this baby im willing to do anything for you and it. As he storked my cheek. 

Baby!?!? we heard a voice come from the door, behind us.

It was Toms sister "Bex.

Fuck. Tom went  completly red fuck off bex.

HAHA??!" You got her pregnant?" She laughed. "No surprise there. Wait tell I tell Richie."

Tom told me Richie was his moms boyfriend and he was a fucking acholic abusive cunt.

Tom mutterted FUCK NO! BEX!! PLEASE!"Tom was standing up' now looking scared and I stood up  and rubben his back and said" Its ok.

"No its not ok y/n."He will fucking kill me when he finds out, HE will kick me out. 

"Its ok you can stay at mine?" I smiled its ok everythings gonna be okay. 

"Lets go before this cunt gets here.




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