FREENBECKY ONESHOTS (W/G!P)

Peter Losing Wendy ahhh ahhh (lol)

FREEN'S POV:

It's been two months since my secret relationship with Seng was leaked on the media. I still feel extremely sad about what happened. I  feel ashamed when I'm not supposed to, fans hate me so much I'm even afraid to go out of my house now.

The leaked video was taken on June, Seng and I were in our 2 months relationship. When becky found out last march that Seng was courting me, for some reason she became distant towards me.

I have romantic feelings for the woman but I chose to ignore it because I knew, she only see me as her older sister. What I don't understand is she became distant when we were so inseparable before.

It is now first week of September, Becky and I haven't talked or even seen each other for a month now cause I took a break from acting career. I tried calling her but she doesn't answer my calls.

Seng and I are still together but we decided to stay away from each other for a short while. Which he understood and I appreciate him a lot for that cause it'll give time to think things through.

I knew I wanted to be alone on my own but I'm missing Becky, I wanted to go to her but I feel like she's ignoring me or trying to avoid me.

The thought alone made me sad and I feel like crying. I feel like I'm losing her.

I didn't realize I fell asleep on my bed, I woke up when I heard my doorbell buzz. I looked at the clock and it's 11 in the evening. I stood up and went to look who it was. Who could it be at this hour?

I opened the door and I was shocked to see Becky in front of me. She looks drunk maybe she's been drinking before coming here.

"Hi, is your man here?" She said chuckling and trying to balance herself.

Her hair's a mess but she still manage to look beautiful and cute at the same time. For some reason her drunk self looks so attractive to me. Gawd this woman.

"Come inside, you're drunk, Bec" I said worried because it's my first time seeing her in this state and she just laughed. I tried to shake off the dirty thoughts that are forming in my head and I stepped aside, my back pressed on the door while I wait for her to come inside just in case she lose her balance I'm there to support her.

She came in and stood few steps away from me. I closed the door and when I turn around to look at her, she was facing me and tears are pooling down her cheeks.

I felt my heart pinched, I never wanted to see her cry. She looks so broken. What happened to her?

Before I could go near her to comfort her, she started talking.

"Why him? W-why did you choose him?" She said looking at me in the eyes.

I couldn't speak, I don't even remember what I saw in Seng but I know I learned to love him because he was a good man, he was good to me and he was there when I was silently fighting my feelings for this woman in front of me.

"I- it just happened" i said looking down.

"What? It just happened? That's it?" She said sounding angry.

"I don't know! He's a good person and I know he loves me." I said looking at her trying to read her facial expressions.

She just stared at me for a moment then asked, "do you love him?"

I didn't speak and look at the floor.

"Look at me, do you love him?" She repeated, her voice shaking.

"I do, I wouldn't be with him if I didn't" I said, refusing to look at her. Then there was complete silence for less than a minute.

"What does he have that I don't?" She suddenly said and I looked up to her not knowing what to say, why would she ask something like that? What does she mean?