𝐑𝐞𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐌𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 | 심제이크

thirty three

Time skip - Freshmen Year, College
Jiyoung's POV

I unpacked all my stuff with a sigh and then felt arms wrap around as she giggled "Im so glad you're back Jiyoung-ah" She said and I turned smiling at her "Me too, I already ran into Jay and Sunoo, it was so good seeing them, I know Sunghoon is here too, did everyone come here?" I asked and she shook her head "The twins and Ahnjong are at the same college as Jungwon and Niki, Heeseung is here" She said and I nodded

"We'll have to met up with them some time, the other college is about 3 hours away" I said and she nodded "There's breaks in between the school year so maybe we can take small trips before spring and summer break" She said and I nodded before grabbing my bag to head out

"Where you going? We don't have class on the first day since it's move in and to adjust" She said and I nodded "I know, we don't have very much food in here besides what your mom packed so I'm going to buy some snacks from the corner store, I'll be quick, you finish unpacking" I said and she smiled

"Ok" She waved to me and I waved back smiling my slides on and heading out to the corner store

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"Grandma!" I said with a big smile as I walked in and saw her cooking "Jiyoung!" She said and came over to me helping me take my bag off as I slide my slides off

She luckily lived near the college, she has been a big help since I moved back to Korea

"Ma" I heard a little voice say, I looked over at the rocker to see my little baby girl smiling at me "Jina!" I said and went over to her as she let out the cutest giggle, I tickled her stomach and she held my fingers

"So close to fully saying Eomma Jina, you've improved smart girl" I said and kissed her forehead, she is almost a year old, her birthday is 3 months from now

I stood up to go to the kitchen that my grandma had headed back over too "Was she much trouble?" I asked and she shook her head "Of course not"

I back hugged her, holding her shoulder and kissed her head "Thank you so much grandma, you've been such a big help" I said and she sighed "Oh don't worry about it, I'm old and retired, I have nothing better to do" She said and I walked over to start separating and cutting the cabbage head for the kimchi

"I do suggest you let someone know though, you, and I even, could use a little help while you're at school, some close by obviously, Jinae is your roommate right? Let her know and then she can come by and check on her and me while your in class, your schedules are different" She said and I nodded

"I've been too scared to tell anyone but you're right, I want to tell Sunghoon first though, I already texted him and he'll be here to see me, he thinks I'm the only one he's seeing though" I said with a small nervous laugh, I hope he doesn't freak out and beat my ass for getting pregnant at a young age like that

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"I'm an uncle!" He said and carefully threw Jina up in the air as she laughed looking at him "Oh Hoon please be careful" I said and he held her carefully before looking back at me and hugging me

He kissed my cheek and then stepped back look at the baby again "She's so cute" He said "You're not mad?" I asked and he laughed "Oh definitely, but how can I be upset when this cutie is in front of me" He said and then passed her to my grandma who was sitting on the couch

"If you will for a second, thank you Grandma" He said and then pulled me into the other room

"Who's the father? I swear to God, you better say the right answer" He said and folded his arms while looking at me like he was going to murder me

"Oppa, I'm sorry for getting pregnant at a young age, I was very careful, it just happened" I said and he nodded "What's done is done and you're lucky you have me and Grandma to help you, but what's important is that the baby isn't that dick head Daiki's who I will gladly beat up when I see him again, which is hopefully never, and that she belongs to Jake" He said and I nodded

"Well, Daiki was unprotected and Jake and I were always careful" "I'm going to beat his ass" He said and was going to walk out but I stopped him

"But wait, I didn't want to believe it so I checked her and they said since they don't have the fathers DNA to confirm it, they couldn't give me a 100% answer on who the father is, so there's a chance she's not Daiki's" I said and he sighed "He was the only unprotected one, she's his Jiyoung" He said raising his voice a little

"Well wait, there's something I didn't tell you, it's the only thing I'm holding onto that would possibly say Jake is her father" I said and he furrowed his eyebrows "What?" He asked and I cleared my throat

"Well it's uncomfortable to talk about my sex life with my brother about his friend but...the last time Jake and I...you get it, we didn't use a condom, he just pulled out" I said and he closed his eyes

I knew he didn't want to hear that but at the same time was just as hopeful as I was "Okay, didn't really want to hear that..." I knew it... "But at least we can hope he did a terrible job or some of it...you know...went in, ANYWAY, but yeah, hopefully cause if it's that assholes baby, I might just have to kill him so she grows up with a real reason why he's not in her life rather than being disappointed by him" He said and I nodded

"Hoon I'm sorry" I said and he just shook his head and hugged me "It's okay, it's okay Ji, it's not your fault he did that to you, it's not your fault you were just being a teen, it's not your fault alright? Let's focus on what's happening now, focus on Jina" He said and I nodded hugging him tighter

I missed my brother so much, he always knows how to make me feel better