Hansol and Bjoo stayed in their same positions for a few minutes and the room was dead quiet. Hansol was so dumbfounded and nervous that he thought Bjoo could hear his heart thumping in his chest.
Bjoo let out a sigh and turned around to face Hansol. "I guess we have to stay in here for a while" He said as he carelessly walked towards the wall opposite Hansol and slid down to sit on the floor with sigh.
Hansol shyly glanced at Bjoo before he decided to lay down, spread out in the middle of the room. He made sure his bangs covered his eyes to help him not have to look at Bjoo when, or if, they talked.
A few more minutes passed and when Hansol was halfway sleep Bjoo started talking.
"Since we're stuck in here for a while and already practiced, what do you wanna talk about?" Bjoo said breaking the silence.
There is so much Hansol wants to talk about with Bjoo. Not just the kiss but other things that have been going on since they've been avoiding each other. Like this new dance move he mastered while he was practicing alone late at night or that embarrassing incident on stage. He wanted to laugh and have fun with Bjoo. Not be awkward and weird with each other.
Not wanting to come off too weird by how much he missed Bjoo and end up becoming more awkward Hansol simply said 'I don't know, anything'.
There was an awkward silence. Hansol regretted has he said and tried to come up with something to keep a simple conversation going. 'How are you?', 'How have you been?', no that's too simple and they've known each other for a long time. Even if they've been avoiding each other they can tell how each other are, for the most part, through simple gestures or tone. To his luck Bjoo said something.
"You know, I've been thinking about dyeing my hair a different color. Maybe...black and white. What do you think Hannie?" It was clear he was trying to break the tension.
I let out a small chuckle ad blushed a little. He knows black and white are my favorite colors and at the fact that he used my nickname, Hannie. He usually doesn't call me that and when he did it made me feel butterflies in my stomach.
"Ha, you want to walk around looking like a zebra?" I said playfully "But... You might end up looking like a cow"
He laughed at what I said but sadly, afterwards, there was another silence. Not a awkward as the previous but I missed hearing his voice. But then I hear hear him get up and walk towards me. I sat up, bangs still over my eyes, about to ask him what he's doing when he did something unexpected.
He hugged me.
Usually I'm the one who goes up to him and clings onto him but now he's over here hugging me.
"Hansol, I miss hanging out with you and I hate this awkwardness between us!" Hansol could hear the strain in Bjoo's voice, telling him he's trying not to cry. "Hyung, I miss having fun with you and joking around! To be honest, the maknae line is fun and all but they get annoying at times and I can't fully be myself around them, but I can with you! You're the only person who puts up with me and still I can just relax and be myself 100%! You're the closest person to me in the group and you know that. Just to think a stupid kiss separated us like this! I don't see why! We're both men it shouldn't matter! And we're close and it shouldn't have changed anything! I know sound selfish but please let's get rid of this awkwardness and go back to being close! I love you hyung!"
Hansol could could tell by the way his voice nicked at the end and the sudden wetness on his shoulder that Bjoo started crying. Hansol didn't know how to handle this and started crying as well. Bjoo did miss him as much as Hansol missed Bjoo but he was also crying at the fact that Bjoo said he loved him. Even though that line about 'we're both men it shouldn't matter' let him know that it wasn't in the way Hansol has come to love Bjoo. But he was still happy that Bjoo wanted to keep a lose relationship with him.
Hansol wrapped his arms around Bjoo "I m-missed and l-love you too, Joo" Hansol chocked out quietly knowing Bjoo would only take it in a friendly way, but was fine with it as long as they could be close friends again.
After a few minutes both were quieting down their cries but we're still in each other's embrace.
"Hyung" Bjoo sniffled.
"Yes Joo?" Hansol replied.
"Can we just forget about the kiss and go back to the way we use to?"
Hansol was a little hurt that Bjoo regretted the kiss but didn't want to lose Bjoo. Hansol picked his head up "What kiss?" And made a cute, confused face. They both laughed as they heard the door unlock and open.
"Oooo. I take it you guy's date is going well since you both look like you've been crying" Sangdo said jokingly and walking in with a bag filled with sweets.
Hansol and Bjoo both let out a short laugh and wiped their faces and gathered themselves and stood up.
"Sangdo hyung!" Bjoo said excitedly but ran to grab the bag of sweets while Hansol walked up to them smiling and laughing.
"So, are you guys good now? It was making everyone uncomfortable with you guys being awkward with each other" Sangdo said and gave Bjoo the sweets.
"Yes and it's all thanks to you guys locking us in the practice room!" Hansol said hugging Sangdo. "Thanks"
"Yah, you make it sound weird and poo lease don't hug me so tight. Well I gotta go now to leave you guys to your date. Have fun" Hansol let go of Sangdo and he left and locked the door.
Noone protested this time and they both went to the center of the room looking at all the sweets they were brought. It was like nothing happened at all. They had fun and fed each other and fooled around for a while until the door was opened again. This time it was Kidoh.
"I heard you guys kissed and made up so everything is fine now" he said smiling creepily. Oh how Hansol wished that would've happened but at least they're on good terms now. Hansol and Bjoo said 'yeah' in unison and stood up to finally exit the room.
"YES! HANJOO IS BACK!" Kidoh yelled as they all exited. Bjoo and Hansol holding hands as they left.
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Sorry it's kinda emotional. I wanted it to be chill but I couldn't think right and ended up like this. This ISN'T the end of the story. Hansol is still in love with Bjoo but Bjoo just wants to be friends. What will happen? XD Anyways I hope you guys have a nice day/afternoon/night.
~Keep smiling^~^
