After that day I felt different, I wanted to know her more. The contact made me want more.
I missed her touch.Monday I was more excited for school than usual. We just started lessons, nothing special. After lunch, I had a little time left and went outside. The girls of my class just sat together at a table. I was studying for a German test we had after lunch. They saw me and waved at me to come over, I go there and I sit down as far as possible so I don't have to sit directly next to them. They thought it was weird but didn't say anything.
The day went by and I went home. I was just laying in bed and I got an angry text from A.A: why are you always so akward, just talk to us we're just trying to be nice
Alele: what? I'm not. I just don't like talking.
A: so? Me neither but at least try. We literally invite you and you go sit as far as possible.
Alele: okay I'll try it's just not that easyAfter that I felt really bad.
Time skip to march
Me and A don't really talk, only on Fridays when we have French and science. She still comes to sit on my table and I still LOVE looking up at her.Today is Friday and i don't know how but thing are so different. I suddenly have two best friends, they even put me in their bio. I feel like they claimed me. I'm happy tho they're real nice. A is one of them, the other one is char. She's in another class but that doesn't stop us from being friends. Because of char we started to hang out a lot after school. Like eating lunch somewhere or just eating snacks on the grass. It was always fun and laughing. Once we invited a guy too, he was always kinda a loner. It was fun. Until I and the guy start to say a sertain curse word. A didn't like that and slapped my face when I did say it. Idk why but I kinda like it. So I keep saying it.
The next week it was Friday again and in our break we go outside to see char. I say the word again but A started to get mad but I found it even more funny.
When going back to class after break she stops me. We're in the hallway and I'm against the wall, she comes closer. " look me in the eyes and repeat after me : i, alele,..." I start look away and laugh annoyingly. I really want to listen to her but the way she forces me to look into her eyes makes me too nervous. "Don't look away, let's try that again. I, alele will never ever" while she says that I repeat "I, alele will never ever..." but then the teacher comes outside and tells us to go inside. We do as he says. He's still in the hallway waiting for the other students to come cuz only half of us are inside. While everyone is talking, I see that A isn't talking to anyone, I figure she's still mad. I tap her on the back. "What?" She says with an angry tone. "I'm really sorry, I, alele will never say that word again." I say while looking at her with my puppy eyes. "Please forgive me?" I beg. "I don't believe you" she says and turns back around. "Whatever" I say giving up. She turns around to face me and says " but you did say that word instead of the actual word." She says with a proud smile. "So you did mean it huh" she says. I quickly nod giving a small smile. "Good girl" she says. I swear to god I felt something down there when she said that. I thought about it for the rest of the weekend and never said the curse word again.
Sorry ppls ik it's short but I have a hard time remembering a lot of things. Also my English seems to be so bad rn. I hope whoever reads this likes it. Pls tell me what you think cuz even ah that moment she had me already confused.
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