Paul's Mate (Bella's Sister)

Chapter 2

There she was on a plane, next to her was Edward and the row ahead of her was Alice. She knew she didn't belong here. The whole time she was here it felt wrong. She felt broken, like a piece of her was missing. Her heart was in La Push. She didn't want to admit it, but she couldn't stop thinking about that hot headed pig from La Push.

She didn't know why but her mind was on him and not Edward. Edward had been who she loved. Edward was who she was willing to change herself for. Now though she wasn't sure that is what she wanted in life. She was happy she saved him, but she didn't think she could be with him , not after everything he put her through. She knew that much.

As she sits next to Edward she cant help herself. She steals glimpse at him, and he probably thinks its because she still loves him, and missed him. It isn't. It is the complete opposite, she can't figure out what she exactly feel for in him. To her she doesn't see the handsome boy she once saw. Now she sees him from a different light.

Maybe the time spent with the pack did change her. Open her eyes up that there is more to life than the undead. She felt more comfortable in La Push, in Emily's small house than she ever did in Edward's big house. It wasn't about the size of either, it was more about the company. Even though Paul, and Leah were not always the most welcoming, they were nicer than Rose.

"What are you thinking about, my love," Edward asked. She assumed he was trying to be caring. Are vampires able to care over their thirst for blood?

Jenna did everything in her power to try not to vomit when his cold hard hand reached over and pulled hers into his. He was rubbing his rock hard thumb over her hand. It didn't feel right, and she felt pain, but she wasn't sure why.

" I did what you asked me to. I moved on. I lived without you, and I survived. I am happy that we saved you, but I can't go back to what we were. Rose was right. I would regret my decision to be turned. I can see me growing old with my husband," Jenna finally spoke.

"Oh Jenna it isn't that easy. Now they know about you, and I am afraid there is only one way out of this, becoming like me," Edward voice spoke so smoothly. He didn't miss a beat. He also wasn't removing his hand from hers. This was going to be a long plane ride back to Forks.

She looked at him unsure what to say. There had to be another way out of this, this wasn't what she wanted anymore. " If I pick the way I am supposed to be, then they would have no reason to change me. You must feel it too, I don't belong here with you. This feels wrong in so many ways. I know in my heart I am meant to stay human, and you can't force me to change. You forget, I know about the pack. I know about the treaty, you change any human and it breaks the treaty," She threatens. She knows its pointless though because she is on a plane and she is out numbed. Edward could do whatever he wanted with her, and the pack wouldn't know.

"Alice told me how you left Jake, how you picked flying here, and helping their one enemy. Do you think they are going to hold me or my family responsible, or they will even fight for you? Jake is going to be the next Alpha, you can't change that. Next alpha of the pack can't be married to a pale face," He asked gripping her hand harder. She wished she had a match.

She knew it didn't matter, that she didn't stand a chance against him. Alone she didn't but there is the pack, and she knows she heart that the pack knows she wants to be human. Emily has to know, she told her. She knows they will help her, they would have to understand this was closure for her. The pack was her family, and for some reason that pig headed boy was in her future.

"I don't think you know the pack as well as you would like to think you do. You may have known the old pack, but this one is different in every way. They will understand why I had to leave, but they also know that you aren't in my future," Jenna spoke this time she managed to pull her hand away from his.