The dating envy's

Starters lovers

For starters, when I was looking for love I thought that everyone deserves chances and possibilities for some type of love but now I wouldn't even know what to think of it or even how to feel.
But to get you started One day I saw a really cute person on instagram, i viewed their account and I didn't mind much of them because I knew that I might not have a chance or even that possibility to get to know them so I kept to myself and just kept swiping and liking all of everyone's dreams and intuitions not even thinking twice before I skipped past there intense profile picture.
Not to long after I noticed I had a notification on instagram from something but I couldn't tell what it was ? Or who it was from ? "What what is this ?!? As I said to myself, graciously pressing on the L.E.D notification ledge just to see what or who it was from. I quickly got my focus back together as if I had just came back from the matrix and saw who the notification was from and yes as I could tell now, it was them following me back and liking all of my story highlights with my pictures in it !! I was in such of a surreal shock and surprise that It made me  follow back to fast without even noticing..
"Dammit" I said .. "just dammit!! .. there gonna think I'm needy and desperate all because I followed back to quick, but then I noticed a dm inbox lit up? And I quickly thought to myself this could not be,.. this just couldn't??! And it was them texting me : hey how are you ?? I quickly replied with; I'm fine n u ?. They replied and told me that they were good n just curious on if I had liked them ?? And I was confused asf on how they could know that or would even possibly think that.. but then without a thought they quickly pulled out a screenshot of me  "liking their story". and as sat there and realized, what I done" as I said to myself "Damnn!"  "I had liked it on accident?. " But as I trembled back texting them back " they quickly typed back saying I only say that because I like you too.," I shook the bed with excitement n fear only thinking of what this might could be and so I respond boldly "I like you a lot and i think your really courageous and good looking". They  replied with "so call me then?."
I quickly rose out of my bed out of fear, and in  despite for what I have seen.  I texted back saying " ofc " -"of course "  and before I knew it. it was them,  speaking so quickly and deep but desperate For me?!.   They asked me if I wanted to go on a date this weekend? I said if course but I don't have any cash on me as for I was tight on it. but they quickly referred that "it's on them" but all I had to do was bring snacks.. I accepted the offer and quickly, ran to the nearest dollar store and grabbed a whole bunch of candy and brought it all back home that day.
Later on the next day, they called back and asked if I was available Thursday?? And I quickly replied with yes.  They had swiftly had to explain that they had already bought the tickets, and that it was ready just ready to just be scanned, and just walked into. I replied with "OK!! so that means I would have to be ready for the next day just to see this movie. Keep in mind we had only called for a couple of days out of my knowledge " - next chapter for more ?.