You are enough

The Beginning

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He is sitting in front of me.I can't even face him now.I know if I started to explain,he is gonna beat me in front of people.I slowly raised my face bravely and told," Listen,I know I forgot to text back. Because......" He beats at the table loudly.I see that everyone is looking at me.I know what are you thinking.who gets mad about some texting? But Sam is very possesive about me.He just want me to be with him all the time.Though I am very loyal with him,He always thinks that I am gonna cheat him.I don't see any boy except him till now but now I am looking at that one guy at the corner of the coffee shop.I know he is mad and speaking nonsense continuesly.But I can't just ignore his eyes.His eyes are like deep blue ocean.very deep.....He beats once more on the table.He said,"Are you looking at that guy?are you in yourself Maria?are you even listening to me?" I started  stammering,"yess...yes..I...I..am.... listening...yesss...." His eyes are filled with anger.He said,"you are a cheater.you cheated me with another boy.I want to breakup with you." I said," Ok ." He surprises by my reaction.He says,"you will never be happy with anyone else." I said," okay.just go away from my life."
         He gets out of the coffee shop without paying bill.I didn't order anything but still I have to give money for his cappuccino. Now I am feeling happy but I know he will text me the next day.If I being honest,I really don't like him and I don't wanna be with him.I want someone who can love me the way I am.He always restricted me to do what I wanted.He didn't give me permission to wear shorts.Actually why I need his permission? I am an adult woman who incomes her own money.I can wear whatever my heart wants.Though I am thinking that much,I am still looking at him.He is wearing a blue shirt and his sleeves are rolled.
            Suddenly he looks at me straight.As soon as he looks at me , I move my eyes to another corner of the coffee shop.It was 0.0001 second eye contact.But for It just felt like an year.His eyes are just as deep as blue ocean.I want to sink into them.
  "Do you want the bill?"
I saw that The waiter is calling me. I say,"Yes." I know that I am never gonna see him again.So I was staring at him till the bill has came.I paid the bill and come out of the coffee shop.I see that that guy is still sitting at there. Suddenly he gets up and come out of the coffee shop.He says,"Hey! Are you Maria?"
My heart start bitting faster.I said,"Do you know me?"
"Yes. I mean of course."
"But how?"
"Did you really forget me?I am Brian"
"From middle school! Oh my gosh!"
"Finally you remembered me"
I get stuned that I am standing in front of Brian .He is that boy  whom everyone wants since Middle school.
He said,"  Do you mind if we have a cup of coffee together?"
"No.Let's go inside."
He opened the door for me and ordered my favourite coffee.I am wondering that he still knows my favs.
"What happened?" He said
  I say," I just finished the worst phase of my life"
  "What do you mean?"he asked apprehensively.
  I think that no one thought for me like that before.
  I said,"He is I mean was my boyfriend who wanted me to be his puppet.He always told me what to wear and what not to wear.He never gave me freedom which everyone wants.I mean It's everyone's right to have freedom and give freedom.He always thinks that I am cheating on him.You saw that how he treated me." I told everything to him. He listened to me patiently.He gave me a glass of water and said," If he is that much toxic ,why were you staying with him?"
"  Because I loved him so much "-I started to crying.He hold my hand and said,"everything will be alright." I felt something that I can't explain.I felt thousands of feelings in one time when he hold my hand.Sam never hold my hand with that much love. The waiter came and gave the coffee.
"How do you still remember my favourite coffee?"- I smiled
He said ," we used to have this coffee when we were together."
I remembered he went me with to have coffee for several times before.I said," Can you give me your phone number.I want to talk with you." He said,"okay"
              I took his number and said," what are doing here?" He said," I am running a business here for 6 years.
"6 years!I am here for 8 years but I have not seen you."- I said
He didn't say anything.He smiled at me .
His smile is too cute to handle.We talked for hours.He said," Let's go.I will take you to one place.I am sure you will love that."
"Okay "-I said
We splited the bill.I felt myself around him.I am feeling worthy.He took me to his car and opened the door .I got up into his car.He is driving now.He played some songs.I am looking at him right now. I said ,"where are we going? It's 10 A.M.I have to go to the home"
"Look outside"- he said
I looked out by the window.There is a open field infront of me.He stopped the car and opened the door for me.He told me to look at sky.I saw many stars sparkling in the sky.I don't know how to explain my feelings.He still remembers that I love open places and stars at night sky.You are gonna think that how he knows about me that much.We have a back story.