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*haechans pov*

*after mark left the room*

I smiled stooding up and get dressed, "I look good-"
I hardly gulped, I couldn't get enough air.

"c'mon we're did I put it" i shakily said looking my medicine I bought but I couldn't find them

think.. think donghyuck

I cried as I feel my chest got more tighter, remembering where I finally put it

I quickly ran to bedroom seeing my medication, my hand shakily took it as I quickly swallowed them

•not today Lee donghyuck• he thought

•TIMESKIP•

haechan went down after he finally calmed down, "DONGHYUCK HAVE DRINK" Taeyong drunkily giggled

"I'm okay hyung" he smiled looking for mark who's also having fun

He sigh decided to leave the house for some fresh air, noticing someone sitting on the true looking to the dark beach

"Jeno?"

"hey.. what are you doing here?"

"Just wanted some air" the blue haired nodded, "you okay?"

*silence*

*silence*

*silence*

"do... u really love him don't you?" He whispered out of nowhere making him froze, "who?"

"you know who I meant" he stated chugging the beer, "if your talking about mark hyung... yes I do love him"

he laughed, "why? I thought you love me?" he shouted grabbing him as his nails digs on his skin

"jeno y-your hurting me" he said begged making him
realized what he has done, "i-I'm sorry I -I didn't mean to hurt you"

"it's funny how I assumed that you love me" he drunkly giggled, "I'm too stupid aren't I? I'm stupid enough to not have you"

"jeno that's enough" he stated taking the bottle from him making the other lean on his chest

"why can't you love me the same as I love you?" he cried hugging the latter as he comforted him, "i love you too.. but I'm afraid I only love you as a friend"

"I waited too haechan, I waited" he whispered tears falling down his cheeks, "i know you will... and I'm thankful for that that"

"I really loved you I really do"

"no matter what happens you're always gonna be special to me" he stated ruffling his soft hair while jeno cried on his chest

he nodded, "I understand, b-but I can't bring the old us can't we?"

" you'll always gonna be my bestfriend nono"

"You remember me?"

"How could I not? You just became more cuter" he giggle making him smiled and surprisingly, kissing his cheeks

*flashback*
(nohyuck childhood)

"YAH.. didn't I tell you to protect yourself" little hyuck shouted walking up to his friend

"but you're there to protect me" little jeno smiled, "yes but what if I'm not here with u"

"why not? we promise to be here for each other" he pouted, "but- fine promise me your gonna protect yourself from now on"

the other nodded, "I promised"

"bestfriends?" he said pulling out his pinky finger as he did the same, "bestfriends" he said pecking his cheeks

*end flashback*

𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓫𝓸𝔂 𝓘'𝓿𝓮 𝓪𝓵𝔀𝓪𝔂𝓼 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓭  (markhyuck)Where stories live. Discover now